Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
But, as I had for the last ten years of my life been striving to be a
right will, with a thousand failures and forgetfulnesses every one of
those years, while yet the desire grew stronger as hope recovered from
every failure, I would now try to do my work as if nothing had happened
to incapacitate me for it. So I went on to fulfil the plan with which I
had left home, including, as it did, a visit to Thomas Weir, whom I had
not seen in his own shop since he had ordered me out of it. This, as
far as I was concerned, was more accidental than intentional. I had,
indeed, abstained from going to him for a while, in order to give him
time TO COME ROUND; but then circumstances which I have recorded
intervened to prevent me; so that as yet no advance had been made on my
part any more than on his towards a reconciliation; which, however,
could have been such only on one side, for I had not been in the least
offended by the way he had behaved to me, and needed no reconciliation.
To tell the truth, I was pleased to find that my words had had force
enough with him to rouse his wrath. Anything rather than indifference!
That the heart of the honest man would in the end right me, I could not
doubt; in the meantime I would see whether a friendly call might not
improve the state of affairs. Till he yielded to the voice within him,
however, I could not expect that our relation to each other would be
quite restored. As long as he resisted his conscience, and knew that I
sided with his conscience, it was impossible he should regard me with
peaceful eyes, however much he might desire to be friendly with me.
I found him busy, as usual, for he was one of the most diligent men I
have ever known. But his face was gloomy, and I thought or fancied that
the old scorn had begun once more to usurp the expression of it. Young
Tom was not in the shop.
“It is a long time since I saw you, now, Thomas.”
“I can hardly wonder at that,” he returned, as if he were trying to do
me justice; but his eyes dropped, and he resumed his work, and said no
more. I thought it better to make no reference to the past even by
assuring him that it was not from resentment that I had been a
stranger.
“How is Tom?” I asked.
“Well enough,” he returned. Then, with a smile of peevishness not
unmingled with contempt, he added: “He’s getting too uppish for me. I
don’t think the Latin agrees with him.”
I could not help suspecting at once how the matter stood—namely, that
the father, unhappy in his conduct to his daughter, and unable to make
up his mind to do right with regard to her, had been behaving
captiously and unjustly to his son, and so had rendered himself more
miserable than ever.
“Perhaps he finds it too much for him without me,” I said, evasively;
“but I called to-day partly to inform him that I am quite ready now to
recommence our readings together; after which I hope you will find the
Latin agree with him better.”
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