Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
Hereupon I found that we had changed places a little. He looked up at
me. The smile of superiority was no longer there, and a puzzled
questioning, which might indicate either “Who would have expected that
from you?” or, “What can he mean?” or both at once, had taken its
place. I, for my part, knew that on the scale of the man’s judgment I
had risen nearer to his own level. As he said nothing, however, and I
was in danger of being misunderstood, I proceeded at once.
“Of course it seems to me better that you should not believe God had
done a thing, than that you should believe He had not done it well!”
“Ah! I see, sir. Then you will allow there is some room for doubting
whether He made the world at all?”
“Yes; for I do not think an honest man, as you seem to me to be, would
be able to doubt without any room whatever. That would be only for a
fool. But it is just possible, as we are not perfectly good
ourselves—you’ll allow that, won’t you?”
“That I will, sir; God knows.”
“Well, I say—as we’re not quite good ourselves, it’s just possible that
things may be too good for us to do them the justice of believing in
them.”
“But there are things, you must allow, so plainly wrong!”
“So much so, both in the world and in myself, that it would be to me
torturing despair to believe that God did not make the world; for then,
how would it ever be put right? Therefore I prefer the theory that He
has not done making it yet.”
“But wouldn’t you say, sir, that God might have managed it without so
many slips in the making as your way would suppose? I should think
myself a bad workman if I worked after that fashion.”
“I do not believe that there are any slips. You know you are making a
coffin; but are you sure you know what God is making of the world?”
“That I can’t tell, of course, nor anybody else.”
“Then you can’t say that what looks like a slip is really a slip,
either in the design or in the workmanship. You do not know what end He
has in view; and you may find some day that those slips were just the
straight road to that very end.”
“Ah! maybe. But you can’t be sure of it, you see.”
“Perhaps not, in the way you mean; but sure enough, for all that, to
try it upon life—to order my way by it, and so find that it works well.
And I find that it explains everything that comes near it. You know
that no engineer would be satisfied with his engine on paper, nor with
any proof whatever except seeing how it will go.”
He made no reply.
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