Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
So little do I give in to calling this outside of me, ME, that I should
not mind presenting a minute description of my own person such as would
at once clear me from any suspicion of vanity in so introducing myself.
Not that my honesty would result in the least from indifference to the
external—but from comparative indifference to the transitional; not to
the transitional in itself, which is of eternal significance and
result, but to the particular form of imperfection which it may have
reached at any individual moment of its infinite progression towards
the complete. For no sooner have I spoken the word NOW, than that NOW
is dead and another is dying; nay, in such a regard, there is no
NOW—only a past of which we know a little, and a future of which we
know far less and far more. But I will not speak at all of this body of
my earthly tabernacle, for it is on the whole more pleasant to forget
all about it. And besides, I do not want to set any of my readers to
whom I would have the pleasure of speaking far more openly and
cordially than if they were seated on the other side of my
writing-table—I do not want to set them wondering whether the vicar be
this vicar or that vicar; or indeed to run the risk of giving the
offence I might give, if I were anything else than “a wandering voice.”
I did not feel as I feel now when first I came to this parish. For, as
I have said, I am now getting old very fast. True, I was thirty when I
was made a vicar, an age at which a man might be expected to be
beginning to grow wise; but even then I had much yet to learn.
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