Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“I wanted to see yer face, sir, that was all, if ye’ll not take it
amiss.”
Before me stood a tall old man with his hat in his hand, clothed as I
have said, in a white smock-frock. He smoothed his short gray hair with
his curved palm down over his forehead as he stood. His face was of a
red brown, from much exposure to the weather. There was a certain look
of roughness, without hardness, in it, which spoke of endurance rather
than resistance, although he could evidently set his face as a flint.
His features were large and a little coarse, but the smile that parted
his lips when he spoke, shone in his gray eyes as well, and lighted up
a countenance in which a man might trust.
“I wanted to see yer face, sir, if you’ll not take it amiss.”
“Certainly not,” I answered, pleased with the man’s address, as he
stood square before me, looking as modest as fearless. “The sight of a
man’s face is what everybody has a right to; but, for all that, I
should like to know why you want to see my face.”
“Why, sir, you be the new vicar. You kindly told me so when I axed
you.”
“Well, then, you’ll see my face on Sunday in church—that is, if you
happen to be there.”
For, although some might think it the more dignified way, I could not
take it as a matter of course that he would be at church. A man might
have better reasons for staying away from church than I had for going,
even though I was the parson, and it was my business. Some clergymen
separate between themselves and their office to a degree which I cannot
understand. To assert the dignities of my office seems to me very like
exalting myself; and when I have had a twinge of conscience about it,
as has happened more than once, I have then found comfort in these two
texts: “The Son of man came not to be ministered unto but to minister;”
and “It is enough that the servant should be as his master.” Neither
have I ever been able to see the very great difference between right
and wrong in a clergyman, and right and wrong in another man. All that
I can pretend to have yet discovered comes to this: that what is right
in another man is right in a clergyman; and what is wrong in another
man is much worse in a clergyman. Here, however, is one more proof of
approaching age. I do not mean the opinion, but the digression.
“Well, then,” I said, “you’ll see my face in church on Sunday, if you
happen to be there.”
“Yes, sir; but you see, sir, on the bridge here, the parson is the
parson like, and I’m Old Rogers; and I looks in his face, and he looks
in mine, and I says to myself, ‘This is my parson.’ But o’ Sundays he’s
nobody’s parson; he’s got his work to do, and it mun be done, and
there’s an end on’t.”
That there was a real idea in the old man’s mind was considerably
clearer than the logic by which he tried to bring it out.
“Did you know parson that’s gone, sir?” he went on.
“No,” I answered.
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