Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
Little by little, emerging from her provincial ignorance, she realized
that a world of art existed in Paris, in which these young men had
already made a place for themselves, and were recognized. From the
first, it was chiefly through François Fontenelle that her imagination
began to work, began to construct the life, the surroundings, the
whole framework of existence, with its modern thought, its ideals, its
ambitions, out of which her friends had for a moment stepped into the
stagnant peacefulness of this English village. It was with François
that she talked most easily. His fluent speech, his gift of picturesque
narration and description, led her to realize a new world; gave sight
to her eyes, gave her understanding.
Thouret and Dacier were delightful boys, younger by three or four years
than the other two friends.
Anne liked them heartily, and was amused by their boyish high spirits,
and nonsense talk, but her real interest was with François Fontenelle,
and René Dampierre.
With René, her shyness lasted longer than with the others, and often
as she searched her mind for the reason, she could never determine it,
except that as she incoherently put it to herself, he was “so absurdly
good-looking.”
His manner to her was charming, more charming perhaps than the manner
of any of the others, though they all treated her with that flattering
air of mingled deference and admiration to which she was growing
accustomed. But despite herself, the little tremor of confusion when
René addressed her, never ceased to trouble and embarrass her. In the
company of François she was at her ease; interested, pleased, serene,
ready to talk or to listen. René alone, though she loved him to talk
to her, longed for it in fact with an intensity for which she often
despised herself, never succeeded in effacing a secret inexplicable
dismay.
The days passed on. May slipped into a radiant June. It was a brilliant
summer, warm and sunny, the first happy summer Anne had ever known.
Early in their acquaintance Fontenelle had asked her to sit to him, and
out of doors, in the garden of Fairholme Court, he made sketch after
sketch.
He was always dissatisfied.
“It isn’t right!” he exclaimed time after time. “You are the most
elusive creature in the world. I don’t think I know you well enough yet
to get down what I want. But some day I will paint you. You are going
to make my fortune!”
“Then you must come again--many times,” Anne said.
Even while she spoke, her smile died.
Next summer, who could tell where she might be? She could not blind
herself to the seriousness of her friend’s illness.
And when she was gone?
Anne refused to look forward. Once long ago, Mrs. Burbage had told her
she need not be anxious about the future.
“I shall see that you don’t starve, my dear,” she had said.
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