Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Roger was listening to her anxiously, nervous, and a little vexed. Any
man would have been. Annette should have been capable of more
adroitness. In her need of frankness and her fear of deception, she was
always led into exaggerating the most startling features of her thought.
But a stronger love than Roger's would not have set this all at naught.
Roger, his self-love touched above all, wavered between two sentiments:
that of not taking this feminine caprice seriously, and the annoyance
that he felt at this moral insurrection. He had not perceived its
passionate appeal to his heart. All that he understood of it was that it
was a sort of obscure menace and attack upon his proprietary rights. If
he had possessed more cunning in his management of women, he would have
hidden his secret vexation, and promised, promised, promised . . . all
that Annette desired. "Lover's promises, as many as the wind will carry.
Why then be niggardly? . . ." But Roger, who had his faults, also had
his virtues: he was, as they say, "a simple young fellow," too much
filled with himself to be well acquainted with women, with whom he had
had recent dealings. He lacked the skill to hide his vexation. And when
Annette awaited his generous answer, she suffered the disappointment of
seeing that while listening to her he had thought only of himself.
"Annette," said he, "I confess that I can scarcely understand what you
ask of me. You talk of our marriage as of a prison, and your one idea
seems to be to escape from it. My house has no bars at the windows, and
it is large enough for one to be comfortable in it. But one cannot live
with all the doors wide open, and my house is made to be lived in. You
talk to me about leaving it, about having your individual life, your
personal relationships, your friends, and even, if I have rightly
understood, of your privilege to leave the home at will, in search of
Heaven knows what you fail to find there, until it happens to please you
to come back again some day. . . . This can't be serious, Annette! You
haven't thought about it! No man could grant his wife a position that
would be so humiliating for him and so equivocal for her."
These reflections were not, perhaps, lacking in good sense. But there
are times when perfectly dry good sense, with no intuition of the heart,
is a kind of nonsense. Annette, somewhat ruffled, answered with a proud
frigidity that masked her emotion:
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