Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
"Roger, it is necessary to have faith in the woman one loves; when one
marries her, one must not do her the wrong of believing that she would
not have the same care as yourself for your honor. Do you think that
such a woman as myself would lend herself to an equivocation in order to
humiliate you? Any humiliation for you would be a humiliation for her as
well. And the freer she were, the more bound she would feel to watch
over that part of yourself which you had confided to her. You will have
to esteem me more highly. Aren't you capable of having confidence in
me?"
He felt the danger of alienating her by his doubts; and, telling himself
that after all there was no need of attaching an exaggerated importance
to these feminine ideas, and that there would be time later to correct
them--(if she remembered them!)--he returned to his first idea, which
was to take the whole thing as a joke. So he believed that he was doing
very well, when he said gallantly:
"Perfect confidence, Annette! I believe in your fair eyes. Only swear to
me that you will love me always, that you will love me alone! I ask
nothing more of you!"
But the little Cordelia, who could not reconcile herself to this
trifling fashion of avoiding the honest response on which her life
depended, stiffened against this impossible pledge.
"No, Roger, I can't, I can't swear that. I love you very much. But I
cannot promise something that does not depend upon myself. It would mean
deceiving you; and I shall never deceive you. I promise you simply to
hide nothing from you. And if the time comes when I love you no longer,
or love another, you will be the first to know it,--even before that
other. And you do the same! Oh, Roger! let us be honest!"
That was scarcely possible. Embarrassing truth was something to which
the house of Brissot was not accustomed. When it knocked on the door,
they hastened to send word:
"Everyone is out!"
Roger did not fail to do it. He cried:
"My dear, how pretty you are! . . . There, let us talk of something
else! . . ."
XIII
Annette returned to the house, disappointed. She had cherished great
hopes of a frank talk. Although she had anticipated resistance, she had
counted on Roger's heart illumining his mind. The most distressing thing
was not that Roger had not understood, but that he had not made the
least effort to understand. He seemed to see nothing pathetic in the
question for Annette. He was all on the surface, and he saw everything
in his own image. Nothing could be more painful to a woman with a strong
inner life.
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