Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
The first letters that she read were from her mother. The fretful tone
at first called to mind her earlier impressions, not always kindly,
sometimes a little irritated, mixed with some pity for what she had
considered, from the height of her reason, a really unhealthy habit of
mind: "Poor mama! . . ." But little by little, as she continued her
reading, she perceived for the first time that this mental state was not
without its causes. Certain allusions to Raoul's infidelities disturbed
her. Too partial to pass judgment against her father, she hurried on,
pretending that she had not clearly understood. Her filial piety
furnished her excellent reasons for averting her eyes. But at the same
time she discovered Madame Rivière's earnestness, her wounded
tenderness, and she reproached herself for having misunderstood her, and
having thus added to the sorrows of this martyr's life.
In the same drawer, side by side, reposed other bundles of letters (some
even detached and mingled with her mother's) which Raoul's casual
carelessness had jumbled together, as he had done with the
correspondents themselves during his life of multiple households.
This time Annette's determined calm was subjected to a difficult test.
From every sheet of the new bundle, voices spoke, much more intimate and
surer of their power than that of poor Madame Rivière: they affirmed
their proprietary rights over Raoul. Annette was revolted by them. Her
first movement was to crumple in her hand the letters that she held, and
throw them into the fire. But she snatched them out again.
Hesitantly she regarded the sheets, already seared by the flame, that
she had rescued. It was certain that if she had had sound reasons, a
moment ago, for not wishing to delve into her parents' quarrels, she now
had still better ones for wishing to know nothing of her father's
liaisons. But these reasons counted for nothing, now. She felt herself
personally attacked. On what grounds, how or why, she could not have
said. Bent over, motionless, wrinkling the end of her nose, her face
pushed forward in a disgusted pout, like an irritated cat, she trembled
with desire to throw back into the fire the insolent papers that she
clutched in her fist. But, as her fingers loosened their hold, she could
not resist the temptation of glancing at them. And then, suddenly
decided, she opened her hand, unfolded the letters again, meticulously
smoothing out with one finger the creases she had made. . . . And she
read,--she read all.
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