Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
She did not deceive herself. Roger had been embarrassed, irritated by
Annette's words, but he had completely failed to perceive their
seriousness; he considered them inconsequential. He thought that Annette
had bizarre and rather paradoxical ideas, that she was "original": it
was troublesome. Madame and Mademoiselle Brissot knew how to be superior
without being "original." But one could not demand this perfection in
everyone. Annette had other qualities,--that, perhaps, Roger did not
place so high, but to which he clung (it must be said) much more firmly
at the moment. In this preference the body had a greater share than the
mind; but the mind, too, had its share. Roger took a keen delight in
Annette's heedless ardor, when it was not exercised on subjects
embarrassing to him. He was not disturbed. Annette, in her uprightness,
had shown him that she loved him. He was convinced that she would not be
able to disengage herself from him.
He little suspected the drama of conscience that was being played out at
his side. In truth, Annette loved him so much that she could not bring
herself to think him such a sorry figure. She wished to believe herself
mistaken. She tested other possibilities, she tried to do her best. If
Roger would not grant her an independent life, at least what part would
he give her in his own? But the new conclusions at which she found
herself compelled to arrive were discouraging. Roger's naïve egotism
relegated her, in fine, to the dining table, the drawing-room, and the
bed. He was very ready to tell her, prettily, about his affairs; but all
she had to do, thereafter, was to approve of them. He was no more
disposed to concede to his wife the rights of a collaborator who might
discuss his political activities with him and modify them, than he was
to permit her a social activity different from his own. It seemed to him
perfectly natural--(it was always done)--that the woman who loved him
should give him her whole life, and that she should receive only a
portion of his. At the bottom of his nature he held that old masculine
belief in his own superiority which made him feel that what he gave was
of a finer essence. But he would not have admitted it, for he was a good
fellow and a gallant Frenchman. If it happened that Annette presumed to
base certain feminine rights on the example of the husband, Roger would
smilingly say:
"It is not the same thing."
"Why?" Annette would ask.
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