Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
He tried to close her mouth. She pulled herself away. Despite the
disturbance within her, her resolution seemed so inflexible that she
imposed it on Roger who, abandoning the struggle, beaten and haggard,
listened to her words, without daring to look at her. Annette, in a
voice that seemed impassive, cold and mournful, but which was marked by
sharp breaks, and which once or twice stopped to take breath along the
way,--said what she had decided to say, in words that were clear,
studied, and moderate, but which seemed all the more implacable for
that. . . . She had sincerely wanted to test out whether they could live
together. She hoped so at first, she wished it with all her heart. She
had seen that this dream could not be realized. Too many things
separated them. Too many differences in their surroundings and in their
thoughts. She laid the blame at her own door; she had definitely
recognized that she could not live a married life. She had conceptions
of life, of independence, which did not accord with Roger's. Perhaps
Roger was right. The majority of men, perhaps of women even, thought as
he did. She was wrong, no doubt. But right or wrong, that was how she
was. It was useless for her to cause another's misery and her own. She
was made to live alone. She freed Roger from all promises made to her,
and took back her own freedom. For the rest, they were not bound.
Everything had been upright between them. They must separate uprightly,
as friends. . . .
While speaking, she stared at the grass at her feet; she was very
careful not to look at Roger. But, as she spoke, she heard his gasping
breath, and it was a sore trial for her to go on to the end. When she
had finished, she risked looking at him. In her turn, she was smitten.
Roger's face was like that of a drowning man: flushed, breathing
noisily, he had not the strength to cry out. Awkwardly he moved his
clenched hands, sought and found his breath, and groaned:
"No, no, no, no, I cannot, I cannot . . ."
And he burst into sobs.
From a field by the edge of the woods, they heard the voice of a
peasant, the noise of a plow-share. Annette, overcome with emotion,
seized Roger by the arm and drew him away from the road, into the
bushes, then further into the midst of the forest. Roger, devoid of
strength, let himself be led, repeating:
"I cannot, I cannot. . . . What is going to become of me? . . ."
Tenderly she tried to keep him from speaking. But he was overwhelmed by
his despair: the misery of his love, of his pride, the public
humiliation, the ruined happiness that was to be his lot,--all these
were at once commingled. This big child who had been spoiled by life,
who had never seen anything resist his desire, broke down at this
defeat: it was a catastrophe, a crumbling of all his certainties; he was
losing faith in himself, he was losing his foothold, there was no way
for him to turn. Annette, touched by this great grief, was saying:
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