Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
When they awakened from their overwhelming intoxication, their eyes were
accustomed to darkness. The room seemed lighted. Rays of sunlight came
dancing through the slits in the blinds, reminding them of the fine day
outside. Roger was covering Annette's unclothed body with kisses; he was
giving voice to his gratitude in inarticulate words. . . .
But after he had spoken, he suddenly fell silent, his face resting
against Annette's side. . . . Annette, silent and motionless, was
dreaming. . . . Outside, in the rosebush by the wall, bees were
buzzing. . . . And, like a song receding in the distance, Annette
heard Roger's love take wings. . . .
Already he loved her less. Roger, too, felt it with shame and annoyance;
but he was unwilling to admit it. Fundamentally, he was shocked that
Annette had given herself. . . . Ridiculous exigence of man! He desires
the woman, and when she sincerely surrenders herself to him, he almost
regards her over-generous act as an infidelity! . . .
Annette leaned towards him, lifted up his head, looked into his eyes for
a long time, said nothing, and smiled a melancholy smile. When he felt
this glance piercing him to his very soul, he sought to deceive her. He
intended to appear thoroughly enamoured. He said:
"Now, Annette, you cannot go: I _must_ marry you."
Annette's sad smile reappeared. She had read him perfectly. . . .
"No, my friend," said she, "you _must_ nothing."
He recovered himself.
"I want . . ."
But she replied: "I am going to go."
"Why?" he asked.
And before she spoke he already understood her reasons for departure.
However, he felt obliged to dispute them afresh. She put her hand over
his mouth; and he kissed that hand with passionate anger. . . . Oh! how
much he loved her! He was humiliated by his own thoughts. Had not she
seen them? . . . And the sweet, moist hand that caressed his lips seemed
to say:
"I have seen nothing. . . ."
From a distant village came the tolling of bells, borne upon the fitful
wind. . . . After a long silence, Annette sighed. . . . Come, this time
it is the end. . . . In a hushed voice she said:
"Roger, we must go back. . . ."
Their bodies drew apart. Kneeling beside the bed, he pressed his brow
against Annette's bare feet. He wished to prove to her:
"I am thine."
But he did not succeed in driving away his afterthought.
He went out of the room, leaving Annette to dress. While waiting he
leaned his elbows on a wall of the little entrance court, listening
vaguely to the noises of the countryside and savoring the hour just
passed. Importunate ideas were eclipsed. He rejoiced in the happiness of
pride and sensual appeasement. He was proud of himself. He thought:
"Poor Annette!"
He corrected himself:
"Dear Annette! . . ."
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