Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Sylvie was going to come. She had promised. . . . Annette was preparing
everything for her reception. Where would she put her? There, in her
pretty room. Sylvie would sit here, in her favorite place, before the
open window. In imagination Annette saw everything through her sister's
eyes, and took delight in showing Sylvie her house, her bibelots, her
trees clothed in their softest greenery, and the vista yonder over the
flowered hills. In sharing with Sylvie the grace and comforts of her
life she enjoyed them with the freshness of new sensations. But the
thought occurred to her that Sylvie's eyes might draw comparisons
between her own lodging and the Boulogne house. A shadow fell across her
joy. This inequality weighed upon her, as though it had been her fault.
Couldn't she correct it by asking Sylvie to share with her the
advantages that fate had given her? Yes, but this would be to give her
still another advantage. And Annette foresaw that she would not gain her
consent without a struggle. She remembered the mocking silence with
which Sylvie had greeted her first invitations. Her sensitiveness would
have to be humored. How could it be done? Annette reviewed four or five
plans in her mind. None satisfied her. Ten times she changed the
arrangement of the room: after having placed in it her most valuable
possessions, with a childish pleasure, she carried them out again and
left only the simplest things. There was not a detail--a flower on the
landing, the place of a portrait--that she did not argue over. . . .
Sylvie must not arrive before everything was in order! But Sylvie was in
no hurry, and Annette had time to make and remake, again and again, her
little arrangements. She found Sylvie very slow in coming, but she
profited by this to revise her plans. Unconscious comedy! She was
deluding herself by attributing importance to these trifles. All this
bustle of arrangement and rearrangement was only a pretext to distract
her attention from another bustle of passionate thoughts which was
troubling the habitual order of her rational life.
The pretext wore itself out. This time all was ready. And Sylvie did not
come. In imagination Annette had already welcomed her ten times. She was
exhausted with waiting. . . . Yet she could not go back to Sylvie's!
What if, when she went to see her again, she should read in Sylvie's
bored eyes that her sister could get along very well without her! At the
very idea Annette's pride bled. No, rather than this humiliation, it
would be better never to see her again! Yet . . . She decided hastily,
and dressed herself to go in search of the forgetful girl. But she had
not finished buttoning her gloves before she lost courage; and, with her
legs sinking under her, she sat down on a chair in the vestibule, not
knowing what to do. . . .
And just at that moment,--when Annette had sunk down beside the door,
with her hat on her head, all ready to go out, yet not able to make up
her mind,--just then, Sylvie rang the bell!
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