Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Yet they had done without it, and they would again. Life, at the age of
twenty, does not confine itself to a single intimacy, however dear it
may be,--especially the life of two such winged creatures. They must
essay the airy spaces. Firm as the affirmation of their heart's desire
may be, the instinct of their wings is stronger. When Annette and Sylvie
said to each other tenderly: "How could we have lived so long without
each other?" they did not confess to themselves, "But sooner or later
(what a pity!) we shall have to live without each other again!"
For another cannot live for you, in your place; and you would not wish
it. Assuredly the need of their mutual affection was profound, but the
two little Rivières felt another, stronger need, that went deeper, to
the very sources of their being: the need of independence. They who had
so many different traits had precisely this trait in common (it was not
by chance!). And they were perfectly aware of it; it was even one of the
reasons for which, without saying so, they loved each other the more;
for in it each saw herself. But then, what would become of their plans
to fuse their two lives? While each was cradling herself in a dream that
she might protect the other's life, she knew that the other would
consent to it no more than she herself would consent. It was a fond
dream with which they played. They were trying to make the play last as
long as possible.
And yet it could not last for long.
It would have amounted to nothing had they both been merely independent.
But these two little Republics, that were so jealous of their freedom,
had, without realizing it, like all Republics, despotic instincts. As
each considered its own laws excellent, each had a tendency to export
them to the other. Annette, who was capable of self-criticism, would
blame herself when it was too late for trampling upon her sister's
domain,--but then she would do it all over again. Hers was a willful and
passionate character, which, despite herself, was inclined to dominate.
Her nature was quite capable of temporary weakness, beneath the veil of
a great affection, but it remained unchanged. It must be confessed,
besides, that if Annette made an effort to adapt herself to Sylvie's
wishes, Sylvie did not make the task easy for her. All her actions were
headstrong, and within twenty-four hours her head had more than
twenty-four whims, that were not always mutually compatible. Annette,
who was methodical and orderly, laughed at first and after that grew
impatient at these sudden shifts and caprices. She called Sylvie _Rose
of the Winds_, and _I want_ . . . _What is it I Want_? And Sylvie called
her _Squall, Madame I Ordain_, and _Noon at Twelve Sharp_, because she
was plagued by Annette's punctuality.
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