Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Before long her life was so filled that not much of it remained for
Annette. Whatever happened, Sylvie guarded Annette's share; she clung to
it. But for Annette's heart, a share was little. She did not know how to
give herself in halves, or thirds, or quarters. She still had to learn
that in their affections people are like a small merchant: they deliver
them retail. She was long in understanding this, still longer in
accepting it. As yet she had not passed beyond the first lessons.
Without saying so, she suffered at seeing herself eliminated, little by
little, from Sylvie's days. Sylvie was never alone any more, at home or
in her shop. She had acquired a new sweetheart. Annette bowed to the
inevitable. Her love for her sister now defended her against her old
jealous spite and severity of judgment. But it did not defend her
against melancholy. Sylvie, who, despite her lightness, loved her sister
well enough to sense the pain she was causing her, would occasionally
tear herself away from the farandole of her activities, both business
and pleasure; and suddenly, in the midst of work or even a
tête-à-tête, she would drop the most pressing matters and run off to
Annette's. Then there was a whirlwind of passing tenderness. At the
moment, Sylvie was no less full of affection than Annette. But it
passed; and when the whirlwind carried Sylvie back to her business or
her pleasures, filled with Annette, Annette would sigh, grateful for the
little tempest of loving chatter, mad confidences, and laughing embraces
that had visited her, but feeling more alone than ever and more
troubled.
Yet it was not interests that she lacked. Her days were as full as
Sylvie's.
Her life, her double life, intellectual and social, that had been broken
off since her father's death, had resumed its natural course. Her mental
needs, which during the past year had been crowded aside by the needs of
her heart, had now reawakened stronger than ever. As much to fill the
hours left empty by Sylvie's absence, as because the intelligence of a
rich nature is matured by experiences of the passional life, she had
again applied herself to her scientific studies, and she was astonished
to find that she brought to them a clearer gaze than before. She became
interested in biology, and planned a thesis on the origins of the
æsthetic sentiment and its manifestations in nature.
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