Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul EnchantedRolland, Romain
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Annette and Sylvie: Being Volume One of The Soul Enchanted
Rolland, Romain
French fiction -- Translations into English
Give all! . . . No! She could not give all! It was not permitted her.
Give all! . . . Yes, her milk, her blood, her body, and her love. . . .
But all? her whole soul? her whole will? and for her entire life? . . .
No, that, she was certain, she could never do. Even when she wished to,
she would be unable. One cannot give what is not one's own,--my free
soul. My free soul does not belong to me; it is I who belong to my free
soul. I cannot dispose of it. . . . To conserve its liberty is much more
than a right, it is a religious duty. . . .
There was in these thoughts of Annette a little of the moral rigidity
that she inherited from her mother. But in her, all took on a passionate
character; with her impetuous blood she could give warmth to the most
abstract ideas. . . . Her "soul!" . . . That "Protestant" word! . . .
(It was herself speaking. . . . She used the word often! . . .) Had
Raoul Rivière's daughter only one soul? She had a whole troop of them,
and in the lot there were three or four of notable stature that did not
always understand one another. . . .
Yet this internal conflict went on in an undefined sphere. Annette had
not yet had the occasion to put her contrary passions to the test. Their
opposition was still a mental game that was ardent and sufficiently
stirring, but devoid of risks; she did not have to decide; she could
permit herself the luxury of mentally trying one solution or another.
It was a subject of laughing discussions with Sylvie, one of those heart
problems that delight the heart of youth during periods of idleness and
waiting, until the time comes when reality brusquely decides for you,
without bothering about your elegant arrangements. Sylvie perfectly
understood Annette's double need; but, so far as she was concerned, she
could see no contradiction in it; one only had to do as she did: love
when it pleased you, be free when it pleased you. . . .
But Annette shook her head.
"No!"
"Why not?"
She refused to explain.
And Sylvie asked mockingly:
"You think it's good enough for me?"
And Annette exclaimed:
"No, darling. You know perfectly well that I love you, as you are."
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