Massachusetts -- Fiction; Working class -- Fiction
“Does life,” Annie was asking, at the end of half an hour, “seem more
simple or more complicated as you live on? That sounds awfully abstruse,
doesn't it? And I don't know why I'm always asking you abstruse things, but
I am.”
“Oh, I don't mind it,” said the doctor. “Perhaps I haven't lived on long
enough to answer this particular question; I'm only thirty-six, you know.”
“_Only_? I'm thirty-one, and I feel a hundred!” she broke in.
“You don't look it. But I believe I rather like abstruse questions. You
know Putney and I have discussed a great many. But just what do you mean by
this particular abstraction?”
He took from the table a large ivory paper-knife which he was in the habit
of playing with in his visits, and laid first one side and then the other
side of its smooth cool blade in the palm of his left hand, as he leaned
forward, with his elbows on his knees, and bent his smiling eyes keenly
upon her.
She stopped rocking herself, and said imperatively, “Will you please put
that back, Dr. Morrell?”
“This paper-knife?”
“Yes. And not look at me just in that way? When you get that knife and that
look, I feel a little too much as if you were diagnosing me.”
“Diagnosticating,” suggested the doctor.
“Is it? I always supposed it was diagnosing. But it doesn't matter. It
wasn't the name I was objecting to.”
He put the knife back and changed his posture, with a smile that left
nothing of professional scrutiny in his look. “Very well, then; you shall
diagnose yourself.”
“Diagnosticate, please.”
“Oh, I thought you preferred the other.”
“No, it sounds undignified, now that I know there's a larger word. Where
was I?”
“The personal bearing of the question whether life isn't more and more
complicated?”
“How did you know it had a personal bearing?”
“I suspected as much.”
“Yes, it has. I mean that within the last four or five months--since I've
been in Hatboro'--I seem to have lost my old point of view; or, rather, I
don't find it satisfactory any more. I'm ashamed to think of the simple
plans, or dreams, that I came home with. I hardly remember what they were;
but I must have expected to be a sort of Lady Bountiful here; and now I
think a Lady Bountiful one of the most mischievous persons that could
infest any community.”
“You don't mean that charity is played out?” asked the doctor.
“In the old-fashioned way, yes.”
“But they say poverty is on the increase. What is to be done?”
“Justice,” said Annie. “Those who do most of the work in the world ought to
share in its comforts as a right, and not be put off with what we idlers
have a mind to give them from our superfluity as a grace.”
“Yes, that's all very true. But what till justice _is_ done?”
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