Annouchka shrugged her shoulders, as children do when they are pleased.
"Oh! I know it," she replied. "I used to know by the way in which my
father coughed whether he was pleased with me or not."
It was the first time that she had spoken of her father; it surprised
me.
"You loved your father very much?" I asked her; and suddenly, to my
great disgust, I felt that I blushed.
She did not answer, and blushed also.
We kept silent for some time. In the distance the smoke of a steamboat
rose up on the Rhine; we followed it with our eyes.
"And your story," she said to me in a low voice.
"Why did you sometimes begin to laugh when you saw me?" I asked her.
"I don't know. Sometimes I feel like weeping, and I begin to laugh. You
must not judge of me by the way I act. Apropos, what is that legend
about the fairy Lorelei? This is her rock that one sees here. They say
that formerly she drowned everybody, until, falling in love, she threw
herself into the Rhine. I like the story. Dame Louise knows a great many
of them; she tells them all to me. Dame Louise has a black cat with
yellow eyes."
Annouchka raised her head and shook her curls.
"Ah! how happy I am," she said. At that moment low, monotonous sounds
began to be heard at intervals,--hundreds of voices, chanting in chorus,
with cadenced interruptions, a religious song. A long procession
appeared on the road below us, with crosses and banners.
"Suppose we join them," Annouchka said to me, listening to the chants
that came to us growing fainter and fainter by degrees.
"You are then very religious?"
"One should go to some place very far away for devotion, or to
accomplish a perilous work!" she added. "Otherwise the days slip
by--life passes uselessly."
"You are ambitious," I said to her. "You do not wish to end your life
without leaving behind some traces of your existence?"
"Is it then impossible?"
"Impossible!" I was going to answer; but I looked at the eyes that shone
with ardor, and confined myself to saying, "Try!"
"Tell me," after a moment's silence, during which indescribable shades
passed over her countenance, which again had become pale. "Then that
lady pleases you very much? You know, the one whose health my brother
drank at the ruins the day after you met us?"
I began to laugh.
"Your brother but jested; no woman was in my mind, or at least is there
now."
"And what is it that you like about women?" she asked, turning her head
with a childlike curiosity.
"What a singular question!" I cried.
Annouchka was immediately troubled.
"I shouldn't have asked you such a question, should I? Forgive me; I am
accustomed to say whatever comes into my head. That is why I am afraid
to speak."
"Speak, I beg you! Fear nothing, I am so delighted at seeing you less
wild."
Annouchka lowered her eyes, and for the first time I heard a sweet low
laugh come from her lips.
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