“He might reject your offered sacrifice,” Wilfred went on grimly.
“Marriage with you is what he wants. It would be a fine thing for him.
You’d have to insist. . . .” Wilfred’s voice began to shake. “Ah, do not
fight yourself until you are worn out! Beware of that fatal moment of
weariness, when you are willing to give into anything!”
“Would you take me when I came back?” asked Elaine in an ironical voice
without looking at him.
“Like a shot!—if you wanted me. However, I have no illusions about
that. . . .”
Elaine laughed shakily, and bestirred herself. “What a lot of nonsense
I’m letting you talk!” she said in an insincere voice. “One would think
I only had to get on a train with a man to solve all problems! The Lord
knows, I’m not squeamish; but after all, society is organized on a
certain basis; and I’m not prepared to. . . .”
“Now who’s a coward!” cried Wilfred, facing her down. “You have accused
me of it often enough—by implication. But at least I will face things
. . . even this! . . . What do you want? The sanction and blessing of
society on such a thing?”
She shook her lowered head. “Not really,” she said very low. “It’s just
that I doubt the efficacy of your remedy. . . .” Then lower still: “I
think . . . that you underrate the strength of such a feeling . . . in a
woman . . . well, in me!”
“Perhaps I do,” he said with a dreadfully sinking heart. “I am not pure.
I never was pure. . . . But, Elaine, not marriage! . . . Oh, not
marriage . . . !”
“Come on,” she said. “The waiters are fidgeting. They want to close.”
VIII
She had a sweet, bell-like soprano, which commanded great applause; but
Wilfred disliked to hear her sing. A little too bell-like perhaps; a
suggestion of the metal, however silvery. He was reminded of huskier and
less admirable voices, which nevertheless had the power to bring tears
to his eyes. But of course he applauded Daisy with the rest. He had met
her three times on the occasions of Ladies’ nights at the dinners of a
little club to which he belonged. She sang for her dinner. He was not in
the least attracted to her; but in a circle of serious-minded men,
mostly married, it was up to him to prove his mettle. He could not have
allowed one of the dull fellows to carry off the only girl in their
midst. She was a girl; but not a particularly young one; fully Wilfred’s
own age. So he had taken her home each time.
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