No very decisive proof, after all, when she came to think it over.
Mrs. Cragg did not for a moment doubt her own sagacity, or the
correctness of her own hasty conclusions—people of hasty and shallow
judgment seldom do—but she was aware that the reasons which satisfied
herself might not satisfy everybody. They would not, for instance,
satisfy her husband. So she became impatient for further proof. The
idea of reading that letter through took hold of her, and she argued
with herself that she had a right to do so. She and her husband were
giving Pattie a home—at all events for a time—and if Pattie refused
to answer questions as to her past history, Mrs. Cragg had a right
to find out what she wished to know in some other way.
So Mrs. Cragg stated to herself. She did not feel inclined to state
the same to Pattie, nor had she the smallest intention of being
discovered in the act of reading a letter not her own. Her "rights"
would wear a different aspect at such a moment. She did, however,
intend to see the letter again.
After all, she argued, it was only fair to Pattie and to Pattie's
father that she should do so. Now that the notion was in her head,
she could not get rid of it, and she might be doing an injustice to an
innocent man. The rest of the letter would, of course, either confirm
or destroy her impression; therefore it was desirable that she should
read it.
Whether Mrs. Cragg believed this line of reasoning may be doubted.
She said to herself that she did.
Difficulties thickened when she had made up her mind. During several
days she could find no opportunity. Dot was unable to go out, except
for a turn, on account of her leg, and Pattie seldom cared to go
alone. She was willing to undertake any errand for Mrs. Cragg, but she
always came back quickly. Besides, so long as Dot was to the fore,
Mrs. Cragg had to be cautious. Dot might be too lame for a walk,
but she was not too lame to go stumping about the place, poking her
sharp little nose into every room in succession. If Dot's keen eyes
should detect her "ma-ma" in Pattie's room, Dot's high-pitched voice
would cheerfully proclaim the fact. Mrs. Cragg preferred to avoid
this. She wished it not to be known that she ever went inside Pattie's
door. So she had no choice but to wait.
Dot's leg mended, and at length a day came when it was decreed that
she might venture on a good ramble. Pattie was to take her, and Mrs.
Cragg fixed on a time of the day when no one else would be about.
She saw them off the premises, waited for Dot's shrill little tones to
die away, and then betook herself to Pattie's room, bolting the door
inside. The box of papers was no longer where it had first been
placed, under a small table. Mrs. Cragg took a look round, and went to
the cupboard, within which she at once descried it, below a pile of
cardboard boxes.
"What nonsense to put it there!" said Mrs. Cragg.
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