"Pattie, you have behaved uncommonly nice about it," she said at
length. "And—I don't mind saying that I didn't mean any harm.
I thought I'd a right—and I say so still. But I didn't mean any harm."
Pattie tried to speak, and failed. Tears were running over her cheeks.
"I don't see, for my part, why you should fuss about it. I don't see
that it matters. What difference can it make now—about what those
letters say?"
"No difference—to you—or to any one except me. Only I know better what
it meant—what he had to go through. He bore it all so patiently—never
a hard word about anybody. And all the time he was accused of what he
had never done. And I loved him so—I love him! It doesn't matter to
you—not the very least. It does to me—more than anything in all the
world."
"But—" and Mrs. Cragg came to a pause.
"I don't know how to bear it. And any time it may come out—and people
will believe that he did what he never could have done."
"Only, you can't be sure—you don't really know."
"He told me himself. I do know. You cannot know," Pattie said
bitterly. "And if it comes out, he will not be here to defend himself.
He cannot explain how things were."
"But you don't think I would go and make it known now, do you?"
Pattie stood up. She had been kneeling by the box hitherto. Her lips
moved, but no sound passed them.
"Why should I? It wouldn't do any good. I wanted to know—because I
thought I'd a right. But you might be sure that I wouldn't tell
anybody else."
"How can I be sure?"
"Why, what should make me tell?"
"I do not know what should make you not tell."
"Only, if I promise—"
A look of distrust again.
"You needn't put on that sort of air. If I promise that I'll never
tell anybody what I know—and if I mean it—"
"You do not mean to say anything to-day. But another day, if you
happened to be vexed, and wished to show that you were, you would tell
the whole. It would be only natural—for you!" Pattie glanced at the
keys, which still hung from Mrs. Cragg's hand.
There lay the gist of the matter. Mrs. Cragg had deceived her. For a
long while to come Pattie could never feel sure that she was not being
again deceived by Mrs. Cragg.
If Mrs. Cragg had never been abashed before, she was so now before
that tear-stained face with its truthful gaze. There was no unkindness
in Pattie's expression, no lack of forgiveness; but there was entire
lack of confidence. Her look said plainly what her words implied,—how
could she feel sure? Mrs. Cragg had proved herself untrustworthy. That
fact once shown, trust in the person concerned becomes a thing
impossible. There may be kindness, forgiveness, pity—there may even be
an appearance of trust put on, for one reason or another—but real
trust is out of the question.
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