Christian life -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 20th century -- Fiction
People had a habit of asking Anthony his age; and when he told them
they would look at him very hard and say: “Are you quite sure?”
His uncle was taken ill late in the year. He had caught rheumatic fever
getting himself wet through on the moors. He made a boast of never
wearing an overcoat. Anthony found him sitting up in bed. A carpenter
friend had fixed him up a pulley from the ceiling by which he could
raise himself with his hands. Old Simon was sitting watching him, his
chin upon the bed. Simon had been suffering himself from rheumatism
during the last two winters and seemed to understand.
“Don’t tell your aunt,” he said. “She’ll have them all praying round me
and I’ll get no peace. But I’ve got a feeling it’s the end. I’m hoping
to slip off on the quiet, like.”
Anthony asked if he could do anything. He had always liked his uncle;
they felt there was a secret bond between them.
“Look after the old chap,” his uncle answered; “that is if I go first.”
He stretched out a stiff arm and laid it on old Simon’s head. “Ninety
years old he’ll be on the fourteenth,” he said, “reckoning six years of
a dog’s life as equal to one of a man’s. And I’m sixty-five. We haven’t
done so badly, either of us.”
Anthony drew up a chair and sat down between the two.
“Nothing you want to talk about, is there?” he asked. The old man knew
what he meant. He shook his head.
“Been talking about it or listening to it, on and off, pretty well all
my life,” he answered. “Never got any further.”
He was silent a while, wrestling with his pain.
“Of course, I believe in a God,” he said. “There must be Somebody
bossing it all. It’s the things they tell you about Him that I’ve never
been able to swallow. Don’t fit in with common sense to my thinking.”
“You’re not afraid?” Anthony asked him after a silence.
“Why should I be?” answered the old man. “He knows me. He ain’t
expecting anything wonderful. If I’m any good maybe He’ll find me a
job. If not----”
Old Simon had crept closer. They were looking into each other’s eyes.
“Wonder if there’ll be any dogs?” he said. “Don’t see why there
shouldn’t. If love and faithfulness and self-forgetfulness are going to
be of any use to Him, what’s wrong with you, old chap?”
He laughed. “Don’t tell your aunt I said that,” he cautioned Anthony.
“She’s worried enough about me, poor old girl, as it is.”
His aunt had looked for a death-bed repentance, but the end came before
she expected it, in the night.
“He wasn’t really a bad man,” she said, crying. “That’s what made me
hope, right to the end, that the Truth would be revealed to him.”
Anthony sought to comfort her. “Perhaps it came to him when he was
alone,” he said.
She clung to that.
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