Christian life -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 20th century -- Fiction
Little Anthony John, as he grew to understanding, became familiar with
such phrases, repeated in a shrill, weak voice that generally ended
in a cough, with clenched hands raised in futile appeal to Somebody
his father seemed to be seeing through the roof of the dark, untidy
workshop, where the place for everything seemed to be on the floor, and
where his father seemed always to be looking for things he couldn’t
find.
A childish, kindly man! Assured of a satisfactory income, a woman
might have found him lovable, have been indulgent to his helplessness.
But the poor have no use for weakness. They cannot afford it. The
child instinctively knew that his mother despised this dreamy-eyed,
loose-lipped man always full of fear; but though it was to his mother
that he looked to answer his questions and supply his wants, it was his
father he first learnt to love. The littered workshop with its glowing
furnace became his nursery. Judging from his eyes, it amused him when
his father, having laid aside a tool, was quite unable the next minute
to remember where he had put it. The child would watch him for a time
while he cursed and spluttered, and then, jumping down from his perch,
would quietly hand it to him. The man came to rely upon him for help.
“You didn’t notice, by any chance, where I put a little brass wheel
yesterday--about so big?” would be the question. John, the man, would
go on with his job; and a minute later Anthony, the child, would return
with the lost wheel. Once the man had been out all the afternoon. On
entering the workshop in the evening he stood and stared. The bench had
been cleared and swept; and neatly arranged upon it were laid out all
his tools. He was still staring at them when he heard the door softly
opened and a little, grinning face was peering round the jar. The man
burst into tears, and then, ashamed of himself, searched in vain for a
handkerchief. The child slipped a piece of clean waste into his hand
and laughed.
For years the child did not know that the world was not all sordid
streets and reeking slums. There was a place called the Market Square
where men shouted and swore and women scolded and haggled, and calves
bellowed and pigs squealed. And farther still away a space of trampled
grass and sooty shrubs surrounded by chimneys belching smoke. But
sometimes, on days when in the morning his father had cursed fate more
than usual, had raised clenched hands towards the roof of the workshop
more often than wont, his mother would disappear for many hours,
returning with good things tied up in a brown-paper parcel. And in the
evening Somebody who dwelt far away would be praised and blessed.
The child was puzzled who this Somebody could be. He wondered if it
might be the Party the other side of the workshop roof to whom his
father made appeal for right and justice. But that could hardly be, for
the Dweller beyond the workshop roof was apparently stone-deaf; while
his mother never came back empty handed.
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