Christian life -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 20th century -- Fiction
Mr. Emanuel Tetteridge had thought to help the poor. In what way better
than by educating their sons? For which purpose, it would seem, he
had been granted special gifts. It was the thing that compensated him
for giving up his dreams. Maybe the poor, not knowing the etiquette
of these matters, might have overlooked his playing of the fiddle;
perhaps, lacking sense of propriety, might have tolerated even odes to
“Irene.”
An eccentric schoolmaster, an oddity of a schoolmaster, content with
what the world called poverty so that he might live his own life, dream
out his dreams, might have done this. If only he hadn’t got on. If
only success--a strong-minded lady--was not gripping him so firmly by
the arm, talking incessantly, without giving him a moment to think of
the wonderful place to which she was leading him: a big house of many
rooms, strongly built and solidly furnished, surrounded by a high brick
wall pierced by a great iron gate; with men and women in uniform to
see to his feeding and his clothing and his sleeping. At the proper
times he would go to church. There would be a certain number of hours
apportioned to him for exercise and even for recreation of an approved
nature. And there would be times when his friends could come to see
him. It had sounded to Emanuel Tetteridge as the description of a
prison; but Mrs. Tetteridge had assured him it was a palace.
What further impressed him with the idea that it was to prison he was
going was the information broken to him by Mrs. Tetteridge that before
he could enter there he would have to take off his tweed suit and put
on a black coat that buttoned close up to the neck, with a collar that
fastened behind. Such, until his term of service was ended, would be
his distinctive garb. He had put up opposition. But Mrs. Tetteridge
had cried, and when she cried the hardness went out of her eyes and
she looked very pretty and pathetic; and Tetteridge had felt himself
a brute and a traitor to love. So the day had come when he had taken
off his old tweed suit forever and had put on the long black coat that
buttoned round the neck. And Mrs. Tetteridge had come to his assistance
with the collar and had laughed and clapped her pretty hands and kissed
him.
But when she had left him and the door was closed he had gone down on
his knees and had asked God to forgive him for his hypocrisy. He had
knelt long and the tears had come; and when he rose it seemed to him
that God, looking in, had smiled at him a little sadly and had laid a
hand on him, calling him “poor lad.” So that it remained with him that
God understood what a difficult thing is life, and would, perhaps, give
him another chance.
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