Half a mile distant a pillar of lichened bricks stood by itself at a
corner where two ways met. Here was enshrined a miniature once-red
door--a toy of a door, to gladden a child's heart and set his fancies
whirling, and be remembered, with another half-dozen of trifles, so
long as he lived. A slot in the door received His Majesty's mails.
Anthony, who had used the box before, strolled leisurely in its
direction, and, as he went, contemplated, first, the sweetness of
emancipation, and, secondly, the drawbacks of having but four pounds
seven shillings and a penny between himself and thraldom.
A painstaking adder of figures, I have audited the gentleman's accounts
and found them correct to the farthing. He must pay for his terrier's
sickness and have four guineas in hand against the dog's board and
lodging, in case, after all, he was to stay at the Dogs' Home. For a
shilling he gave to a beggar, because he was poorer than himself, I can
find no receipt, but hope it is filed in heaven. An eight-shilling
meal stands out, among eightpenny teas, as a rare extravagance....
Lyveden was about to commit his dispatch to the posting-box--in fact,
his hand was outstretched--when, to the amazement of a cock-robin who
frequented the pillar for company's sake, and had seen more letters
posted than there were feathers upon his back, he hesitated, exclaimed,
stared at the letter with knitted brow, and then thrust it back into
his pocket.
The truth was that Lyveden had thought of the lady.
He strolled no farther, but walked--and that furiously. There were
times when he strode. By the time he had covered eight miles and was
on his way back, he was tramping wearily. He visited the Home and
learned that his dog was mending. For fear of exciting the patient, he
would not go in, but promised to come the next day. Then he passed on,
hardly noticing whither he went, but turning mechanically, when he had
covered five miles, wrestling with arguments, grappling with
circumstances, and finally setting himself by the ears for a lovesick
fool and a varlet in coat-armour.
Her dog, housed at the Dogs' Home, had brought her to Hertfordshire.
Now that the poor little fellow was dead, Anthony flattered himself
that he (Lyveden) might possibly bring her so far. And if he were to
take this situation in the country--Heaven only knew where--she would
come to seek him in vain, and would go empty away. That even if he
stayed and she found him, and came to care for him, she would
eventually go still more empty away, was a still uglier reflection....
Anthony was honourable, and there was the rub of rubs. That the shoe
which Fate had tossed him was a misfit was nothing: that his sense of
honour was chafed was intolerable.
"Now, Naaman ... was a great man with his master and honourable ... but
he was a leper."
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