Julien had changed neither in bearing, nor manner, nor feature, since
the fatal day of Julie's disappearance. At first he had believed what
Marcel said; but, as no letter arrived from his mistress, and as he knew
beyond doubt, as the result of inquiries he had made secretly, that she
was not in the Beauvoisis, he had gradually detected a part of the
horrible truth. Julie was free, for Marcel had sworn it on his honor,
again and again; but as to certain other points he did not swear. He
asserted nothing; he simply left them to their presumptions. He refused
with shrewd persistence to listen to any confidential communication,
which made it easier for him to evade many questions. Monsieur Antoine's
machiavelian plan was too eccentric to be fathomed by Julien's
straightforward mind. He did not suppose that jealousy was possible
without love, and he would have considered that he insulted Julie's
image by admitting that the old man was in love with her. The old man
was not in love, that is certain; but he was as jealous as a tiger of
Julien, and jealousy without love is the most implacable form of
jealousy. Julien believed that he was mad. Can anyone divine the schemes
of a madman?
But might not those schemes, whatever they were, affect Julie's
determination?
"No!" said Julien to himself, "pecuniary consideration cannot have
influenced that noble heart. Julie wishes to break with me; she chooses
to bring about the rupture in silence. It is painful to her, but she
considers it necessary. She trembled for her reputation; the marchioness
threatened to ruin her, and her friends must have succeeded in
convincing her that she could never rehabilitate herself after marrying
a plebeian. Such is the opinion of society. Julie fancied for a moment
that she was superior to such prejudices; her love for me led her to
presume too far on her strength. She has a noble nature, but her mind is
a little weak perhaps, and now the force of her character is being
exerted to bring about the triumph of the prejudice which kills love.
Poor dear Julie! She must suffer, because she is kind-hearted--because
she understands my suffering. So far as she is concerned, I feel certain
that she desires to forget me."
Marcel had stronger hopes of Julien's mental cure than of Julie's. He
saw him as infrequently and for as short a time as possible. One day,
when he was obliged to go to report to his aunt concerning a small
matter which she had placed in his hands, he found her alone.
"Where is Julien?" he asked; "in his studio?"
"No, he is turning his attention to gardening. Since he has had this
little plot of land to dig and plant, he is more easily consoled for
everything. He has had a great sorrow, Marcel! a sorrow of which you
know nothing. He loved Madame d'Estrelle; I was not mistaken; and, more
than that----"
"Yes, yes!" said Marcel, who desired to avoid any sentimental scene;
"that has gone by, hasn't it? that is all over?"
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