"No, madame, for I have looked after them! I have cut the sleeves over
and changed the trimming on the waist. With bows of white satin and a
lace head-dress, madame will be as stylish as possible."
"But why make me beautiful, Camille, when I do not expect anybody?"
"Has madame said that she was not at home?"
"No; but you remind me that I do not wish to receive any visitors."
Camille looked at her mistress in surprise. She did not understand, she
thought it was an attack of the vapors, and began to _arrange_ her, as
the phrase went in those days, afraid to break the silence. Julie,
depressed and distraught, allowed herself to be dressed. And when her
maid had retired, carrying away the gray dresses which became her
property, she looked at herself from head to foot in a long mirror. She
was fascinatingly dressed, and as lovely as an angel. That is why, as
her heart continued to ask: _What is the use?_ she hid her face in her
hands and began to cry like a child.
V
If Julien had been a libertine, he could have adopted no better plan to
arouse Madame d'Estrelle's passion. The days succeeded one another, and
no chance brought them face to face for an instant. And yet Julie,
whether from excess of confidence or from heedlessness, lived much more
in her garden than in her salon, and preferred a solitary stroll among
the shrubbery to the conversation of her intimate friends. There were
evenings when she denied herself to callers on the pretext of
indisposition or weariness, but on those evenings she dressed none the
less carefully, as if she expected some unusual visit; then she would go
to the further end of the garden, hurry back in alarm at the faintest
sound, then return to see what had frightened her, and fall into a sort
of panic-stricken revery when she found that everything was quiet and
that she was really alone.
One day she received a declaration of love, in well-turned language,
without a signature and without a private seal. She was deeply offended
at it, thinking that Julien had broken all his promises to her, and
saying to herself that it deserved no other treatment than cold disdain.
On the following day she discovered that this effusion came from the
brother of one of her friends, and her first impulse was one of joy. No,
of course Julien would not have written in such terms; Julien would not
have written at all! The letter, which, in the confusion of uncertainty,
had seemed to her not lacking in delicacy, now seemed to be in the worst
possible taste; she tossed it scornfully into the fire. But what if
Julien had written! Doubtless he knew how to write as well as talk. And
why did he not write?
Julie had no sooner given way to this inward weakness than she was
bitterly ashamed of it.
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