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"You see that I had brought it," he said. "This morning I forgot to
give it you."
"Pray don't explain," she commanded curtly. "We've had explanations
enough and to spare."
He relocked the old-fashioned key-ring and they resumed their march,
Isabel going first along the narrow path. Antonio felt thankful for
the short respite from talk. He knew that he was on his way to the
sharpest fight of all. Although there was nothing of love in
Isabel's manner towards him, he divined that she had invited him to
the cascade in order to overthrow him by some final argument or
appeal.
Could he be sure that he would once more succeed in resistance? He
took stock of his weapons and forces. In sheer dialectic he knew
that he was Isabel's match; for the very slowness of his English gave
him a certain advantage. Nor was he greatly her inferior in
rhetorical resource. What he feared was Isabel's unconscious
challenging of his chivalry. He did not dread the wiles of
deliberate coquetry, even if she had been capable of practicing them;
and, most emphatically, he did not dread the seductiveness of her
physical charms, because the stern battle against the flesh was a
battle he had fought and won long years before. But he dreaded, with
a dread nearly driving him into cowardice, the hateful task of
bringing hot tears into her cool blue eyes and of breaking her soft
voice into heart-broken sobbings.
He glanced at Isabel as she pressed onward a yard or so ahead. As
always, she was the soul and body of grace. The poise of her golden
head upon her swan-white neck, her proud shoulders, her exquisite
waist, her fine hands plucking at the autumn leaves, her little feet
which seemed hardly to touch the earth--all these charms were as
adorable as ever. Yet there was something unusual in her port and
gait. Perhaps she was less willowy, more rigid. She advanced with a
masterful air as if to say: "To-day there shall be no nonsense. I
lead: you follow. You are mine to do as I please with. Until this
afternoon I have indulged you as I might indulge a favorite young
horse. I've let you just smell the halter and then go galloping off
to the other end of the field. I've let you lead me a breathless
dance through the buttercups and clover. But you have bucked and
jibbed and bolted and neighed and tossed up your head and shaken out
your mane and tail long enough. This time I mean to put the halter
on. So let there be no mistake about it."
Antonio observed all this and was thankful. So long as she chose to
be peremptory, scornful, logical, he was safe. The encounter, though
painful, would not be perilous. But let her once soften and he was
lost. He felt that, even with the remains of yesterday's miraculous
grace in his heart, he would be powerless against a tear or a sob.
His two sleepless nights and the unwonted stress of romantic emotions
were wearing him down, and he inwardly prayed that he might not be
tempted beyond what he would bear.
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