Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
She faced him with increasing anger. But, before she could speak,
Antonio suddenly repented himself of his sharpness.
"Isabel," he said, in quieter tones. "Think. You despise me for
keeping my vows. But suppose I had vowed my vows to you. And
suppose I should break them, for some other woman. What then?"
"I would kill her. And you too."
For a moment her wrathful excitement hindered her logical
perceptions; but as soon as she recognized his meaning she cried:
"It's different, all different! I'm real; your Bride isn't.
Besides, She has deserted you. She's run away, or She's dead. You
are free."
"No, Isabel," he said. "Think again. Suppose to-day I should vow my
vow to you. Suppose your father, or someone else, should pluck you
suddenly from my side so that I could never find you again. Nay,
more. Suppose you were untrue to me and that you abandoned me.
Would you have me say: 'She has gone. I shall never see her again.
To-morrow I will seek another bride?' No, Isabel, no. If you say
Yes, I shan't believe it. I know your soul too well. Even if you
broke yours, my vow would still be there, and you would despise me
for not keeping it. Am I right or wrong?"
He had unguardedly lowered his tones to a perilous tenderness, and he
was unconsciously gazing at her with the gaze she could never resist.
Her lips lost their hardness and began to tremble, and her eyelids
drooped over her eyes.
Antonio involuntarily recoiled from the danger. He knew in an
instant that his fate was quivering in the balance. His heart had
bled at every harsh word he spoke to her; and he knew that to sweep
away the last shaken ruins of his defenses, she needed only to throw
herself weeping into his arms. He knew that if she should once sob
out, "Antonio, Antonio, don't send me away," his doom would then and
there be sealed.
All this Antonio knew. But Isabel did not know it. His sudden
movement of recoil stung her back into anger.
"Are you right or wrong?" she echoed bitterly. "You're right, of
course. You always are. Even when you're wrong fifty times over,
you can argue yourself into the right. I call it cowardly."
He exhaled a deep breath. The peril was past. Her scorn he could
withstand.
"I have come to the end," she cried. "The very end. Listen. You
are blighting my life, but I won't let you blight your own. Mark me
well. This place is mine. These lands are mine. I have the right
to go to-night and to set the whole abbey ablaze; and where will your
work be then?"
The threat did not alarm him; but the cruelty of it, coming from such
lips as hers, cut him to the marrow. He was on the point of
retorting that the place was not hers at all, and that her father had
deceived her on a wretched point of money. But her anguish was
bitter enough without this new mortification; so he held his peace.
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