Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
"I can make a bonfire of it this minute," she went on passionately.
"I hate it. How I should love to see it blaze! But I won't. And I
won't sell this place. And when I've left it on Thursday, I'll never
come back till you seek me on your knees. Never!"
Still Antonio held his peace. Isabel picked up her little bag. But
she did not turn immediately towards home. She stood awaiting his
final word. When it failed to come her indignation rose to its
climax.
"No!" she cried. "I've altered my mind. I will come back. I
foresee the end. You will never seek me. You hate me. But I will
come back. You'll go on slaving, slaving, starving, starving,
praying, praying, and breaking hearts in the name of God. But I will
come back. You'll succeed. You'll regain the abbey. You'll fill it
with monks. But remember. I will come back. On the day of your
triumph, I will be there. It isn't only you Southern people who love
revenge. I will be there. I will come back!"
Antonio had been silently praying for sudden grace in his own dire
need; but he ceased to pray for himself and prayed with all his soul
for her. She turned to go.
They stood facing one another as they had stood so often during these
two bitter days of their ordeal. Try as he would the monk could not
conceal his agony of holy love; and under the spell of his gaze the
devil of revengeful hate which had entered into Isabel rent her poor
heart and fled away. They looked at each other a long time. Then,
in a breaking voice, she said softly:
"Antonio. I don't hate you. I love you. This is the very last
time. Do you send Isabel away? Is it true that I must go?"
With a sharp moan of anguish and with hands thrust out for mercy he
gave his answer.
"For the love of Jesus Christ," he cried. "Go! And may the merciful
God help us both!"
He closed his eyes in desperate prayer. But God and the Virgin
Mother and the whole company of heaven seemed to have forsaken him.
No light shown, no supernal fortitude came down. Instead of a vision
of ministering angels, his mind's eyes saw only Isabel. Isabel,
standing there. Isabel, weeping. Isabel, wounded to death by his
cruel sword. Isabel, hoping against hope for his mercy. Isabel, his
Isabel, rarer than gold, lovelier than the dawn, purer than snow,
waiting to dart like a bird into the nest of his love.
He could fight no longer. Stepping one staggering step forward he
held out his arms and opened his eyes.
She had vanished.
A moment later he caught sight of her pressing up the path above him.
She was going swiftly, looking neither to the right hand nor to the
left. Now and again a ray of the sinking sun shone upon her hair,
till she seemed a queen crowned or a saint glorified.
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