As the banquet progressed and the wine flowed more lavishly, the
assembled guests grew less and less circumspect in their general
behavior; they flung themselves full length on their luxurious couches,
in the laziest attitudes, now pulling out handfuls of flowers from the
tall porcelain jars that stood near, and pelting one another with them
for mere idle diversion, . . now summoning the attendant slaves to
refill their wine-cups while they lay lounging at ease among their
heaped-up cushions of silk and embroidery; and yet with all the
voluptuous freedom of their manners, the picturesque grace that
distinguished them was never wholly destroyed. These young men were
dissolute, but not coarse; bold, but not vulgar; they took their
pleasure in a delicately wanton fashion that was infinitely more
dangerous in its influence on the mind than would have been the gross
mirth and broad jesting of a similar number of uneducated plebeians.
The rude licentiousness of an uncultivated boor has its safety-valve in
disgust and satiety, . . but the soft, enervating sensualism of a
trained and cultured epicurean aristocrat is a moral poison whose
effects are so insidious as to be scarcely felt till all the native
nobility of character has withered, and naught is left of a man but the
shadow-wreck of his former self.
There was nothing repulsive in the half-ironical, half-mischievous
merriment of these patrician revellers; their witticisms were brilliant
and pointed, but never indelicate; and if their darker passions were
roused, and ready to run riot, they showed as yet no sign of it. They
ENJOYED--yes! with that selfish animal enjoyment and love of personal
indulgence which all men, old and young without exception, take such
delight in--unless indeed they be sworn and sorrowful anchorites, and
even then you may be sure they are always regretting the easy license
and libertinage of their bygone days of unbridled independence when
they could foster their pet weaknesses, cherish their favorite vices,
and laugh at all creeds and all morality as though Divine Justice were
a mere empty name, and they themselves the super-essence of creation.
Ah, what a ridiculous spectacle is Man! the two-legged pigmy of limited
brain, and still more limited sympathies, that, standing arrogantly on
his little grave the earth, coolly criticises the Universe, settles
law, and measures his puny stature against that awful Unknown Force,
deeply hidden, but majestically existent, which for want of ampler
designation we call GOD--God, whom some of us will scarcely recognize,
save with the mixture of doubt, levity, and general reluctance; God,
whom we never obey unless obedience is enforced by calamity; God, whom
we never truly love, because so many of us prefer to stake our chances
of the future on the possibility of His non-existence!
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