"Slain ME! ... Me! ... at Lysia's bidding!" he murmured wildly.. "O ye
gods, the world grows dark! is the sun quenched in heaven? ... At
Lysia's bidding! ..Nay, . . by my soul, my sight is dimmed! ... I see
naught but flaring red in the air, . . Why! ..." and he laughed
discordantly.. "thou poor Theos, thou shalt use no dagger's point,--for
lo! ... I am dead already! ... Thy words have killed me! Go, . . tell
her how well her cruel mission hath sped,--my very soul is slain...at
her bidding! Hasten to her, wilt thou!".. and his accents trembled with
pathetic plaintiveness! ... "Say I am gone! ... lost! drawn into a
night of everlasting blackness like a taper blown swiftly out by the
wind, . . tell her that Sah-luma,--the poet Sah-luma, the
foolish-credulous Sah-luma who loved her so madly is no more!"
His voice broke, . . his head drooped, . . while Theos, whose every
nerve throbbed in responsive sympathy with the passion of his despair,
strove to think of some word of comfort, that like soothing balm might
temper the bitterness of his chafed and wounded spirit, but could find
none. For it was a case in which the truth must be told, . . and truth
is always hard to bear if it destroys, or attempts to destroy, any one
of our cherished self-delusions!
"My friend, my friend!" he said presently with gentle
earnestness,--"Control this fury of thy heart! ... Why such unmanly
sorrow for one who is not worthy of thee?"
Sah-luma looked up,--his black, silky lashes were wet with tears.
"Not worthy! ... Oh, the old poor consolation!" he exclaimed, quickly
dashing the drops from his eyes, . . "Not worthy?--No! ... what mortal
woman IS ever worthy of a poet's love?--Not one in all the world!
Nevertheless, worthy or unworthy, true or treacherous, naught can make
Lysia otherwise than fair! Fair beyond all fairness! ... and I--I was
sole possessor of her beauty!--for me her eyes warmed into stars of
fire,--for me her kisses ripened in their pearl and ruby nest, . .
all--all for me!--and now! ..." He flung himself desolately on his
couch, and fixed his wistful gaze on his companion's grave, pained
countenance,--till all at once a hopeful light flashed across his
features, . . a light that seemed to shine through him like an inwardly
kindled flame.
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