"I have never really suffered ..." repeated Sah-luma slowly: . .
"But--I have IMAGINED suffering! That is enough for me! The passions,
the tortures, the despairs of imagination are greater far than the
seeming REAL, petty afflictions with which human beings daily perplex
themselves; indeed, I have often wondered.. "here his eyes grew more
earnest and reflective ..." whether this busy working of the brain
called 'Imagination' may not perhaps be a special phase or supreme
effort of MEMORY, and that therefore we do not IMAGINE so much as we
remember. For instance,--if we have ever lived before, our present
recollection may, in certain exalted states of the mind, serve to bring
back the shadow-pictures of things long gone by, . . good or evil
deeds, . . scenes of love and strife, . . ethereal and divine events,
in which we have possibly enacted each our different parts as
unwittingly as we enact them here!".. He sighed and seemed somewhat
troubled, but presently continued in a lighter tone.. "Yet, after all,
it is not necessary for the poet to personally experience the emotions
whereof he writes. The divine Hyspiros depicts murderers, cowards, and
slaves in his sublime Tragedies,--but thinkest thou it was essential
for him to become a murderer, coward, and slave himself in order to
delineate these characters? And I ... I write of Love,--love spiritual,
love eternal,--love fitted for the angels I have dreamt of--but not for
such animals as men,--and what matters it that I know naught of such
love, . . unless perchance I knew it years ago in some far-off fairer
sphere! ... For me the only charm of worth in woman is beauty! ...
Beauty! ... to its entrancing sway my senses all make swift surrender
..."
"Oh, too swift and too degrading a surrender!" interrupted Theos
suddenly with reproachful vehemence ... "Thy words do madden
patience!--Better a thousand times that thou shouldst perish, Sah-lama,
now in the full plenitude of thy poet-glory, than thus confess thyself
a prey to thine own passions,--a credulous victim of Lysia's treachery!"
For one second the Laureate stood amazed, . . the next, he sprang upon
his guest and grasping him fiercely by the throat.
"Treachery?" he muttered with white lips.. "Treachery? ... Darest thou
speak of treachery and Lysia in the same breath? ... O thou rash fool!
dost thou blaspheme my lady's name and yet not fear to die?"
And his lithe brown fingers tightened their clutch. But Theos cared
nothing for his own life,--some inward excitation of feeling kept him
resolute and perfectly controlled.
"Kill me, Sah-luma!" he gasped--"Kill me, friend whom I love! ... death
will be easy at thy hands! Deprive me of my sad existence, . . 'tis
better so, than that _I_ should have slain THEE last night at Lysia's
bidding!"
At this, Sah-luma suddenly released his hold and started backward with
a sharp cry of anguish, . . his face was pale, and his beautiful eyes
grew strained and piteous.
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