"After all," he mused, "the matter is simple enough when one reasons it
out. I have been unable to write anything worth writing for a long
time, and I told Heliobas as much. He, knowing my apathetic condition
of brain, employed his force accordingly, though he denies having done
so, ... and this poem is evidently the result of my long pent-up
thoughts that struggled for utterance yet could not before find vent in
words. The only mysterious part of the affair is this 'Field of
Ardath,' ... how its name haunts me! ... and how HER face shines before
the eyes of my memory! That SHE should be a phantom of my own creation
seems impossible--for when have I, even in my wildest freaks of fancy,
ever imagined a creature half so fair!"
His gaze rested dreamily on the opposite snow-clad peaks, above which
large fleecy clouds, themselves like moving mountains, were slowly
passing, their edges glowing with purple and gold as they neared the
sinking sun. Presently rousing himself, he took up a pen and first of
all addressing an envelope to
"THE HONBLE. FRANCIS VILLIERS,
"Constitutional Club,
"LONDON"
he rapidly wrote off the following letter:
"MONASTERY OF LARS,
"PASS OF DARIEL, CAUCASUS."
"MY DEAR VILLIERS:--Start not at the above address! I am not yet vowed
to perpetual seclusion, silence or celibacy! That I of all men in the
world should be in a Monastery will seem to you, who know my
prejudices, in the last degree absurd--nevertheless here I am,--though
here I do not remain, as it is my fixed intention to-morrow at daybreak
to depart straightway from hence en route for the supposed site and
ruins of Babylon. Yes,--Babylon! why not? Perished greatness has always
been a more interesting subject of contemplation to me than existing
littleness--and I dare say I shall wander among the tumuli of the
ancient fallen city with more satisfaction than in the hot,
humanity-packed streets of London, Paris, or Vienna--all destined to
become tumuli in their turn. Moreover. I am on the track of an
adventure,--on the search for a new sensation, having tried nearly all
the old ones and found them NIL. You know my nomadic and restless
disposition ... perhaps there is something of the Greek gipsy about
me--a craving for constant change of scene and surroundings,--however,
as my absence from you and England is likely to be somewhat prolonged,
I send you in the mean time a Poem--there! 'Season your admiration for
a while,' and hear me out patiently. I am perfectly aware of all you
would say concerning the utter folly and uselessness of writing poetry
at all in this present age of milk-and-watery-literature, shilling
sensationals, and lascivious society dramas,--and I have a very keen
recollection too of the way in which my last book was maltreated by the
entire press--good heavens! how the critics yelped like dogs about my
heels, snapping, sniffing, and snarling! I could have wept then like
the sensitive fool I was....
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