However, he did not stop to consider the reason of his altered mood,
... he followed the monks into chapel with an air of manly grace and
quiet reverence that became him much better than the offensive and
defensive demeanor he had erewhile chosen to assume in the same
prayer-hallowed place,--he listened to the impressive ceremonial from
beginning to end without the least fatigue or impatience,--and though
when the brethren knelt, he could not humble himself so far as to kneel
also, he still made a slight concession to appearances by sitting down
and keeping his head in a bent posture--"out of respect for the good
intentions of these worthy men," as he told himself, to silence the
inner conflict of his own opposing and contradictory sensations. The
service concluded, he waited as before to see the monks pass out, and
was smitten with a sudden surprise, compunction, and regret, when
Heliobas, who walked last as usual, paused where he stood, and
confronted him, saying:
"I will bid you farewell here, my friend! ... I have many things to do
this evening, and it is best I should see you no more before your
departure."
"Why?" asked Alwyn astonished--"I had hoped for another conversation
with you."
"To what purpose!" inquired Heliobas mildly. "That I should assert ...
and you deny ... facts that God Himself will prove in His own way and
at His own appointed time? Nay, we should do no good by further
arguments."
"But," stammered Alwyn hastily, flushing hotly as he spoke, "you give
me no chance to thank you ... to express my gratitude."
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