American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
"Of course you don't think so; but you don't know him as well as I
do," said her mother. "I suppose you've utterly forgotten how little
he cared for you when you were a child; but now that all the care and
responsibility is over--"
She simply could not go on.
Lita, a little constrained by this display of emotion, said, smiling,
"It's nice to know I'm no care, mother." But as an effort at the light
touch it was not a success.
Mrs. Hazlitt did not even hear her. She went on: "Now he's ready to
charm you and tempt you away so as to leave me alone again. Oh, never
love anyone, Lita, when you grow up! It's all pain. Be like your
father; take what you want and go on your own horrible way, leaving
destruction behind you." She covered her face with her hands, not
because she was crying, but to hide the chattering of her teeth; and
then as a new idea swept over her she dropped them again and continued:
"It's all my own fault. I've been too absurdly honorable. I've brought
you up to respect and admire him, when all the weapons were in my hands
and I might just as well have taught you to despise him as he deserves.
I wish I had. Oh, how I wish I had! I've never said a word against your
father, have I, Lita?"
"Never--never, dearest," said Lita. She thought to herself, "They are
making me a liar between them, but I couldn't say anything else to her
just now."
She was not a prig, but she could hardly help feeling that sense of
superiority--of being in control of the situation--that the calm are so
apt to experience in the presence of turgid emotions.
Mrs. Hazlitt suddenly turned back to her.
"But you don't really want to go with him?" she said as hopefully as if
a minute before she had not considered the contrary as proved.
"No, mother, I don't."
"These silent people! Fortunately I know him like a book. He's probably
been plotting this for months. I see what he's up to. He wants to get
things so that by the time that you're twenty-one you'll be willing to
spend some of your time with him; but you wouldn't do that, would you?"
"Nothing could ever come between you and me, mother. That's the solid
comfort of a mo--"
"You don't answer what I say; you are keeping back some of your
thoughts, just like your father. Oh, I couldn't bear it if you grew
like him! No one is ever so candid as I am. What is in your mind?"
"Nothing, mother. It crossed my mind that I might marry some day."
"Marry!" Her mother's tone, given the difference of sex and
temperament, was identical with her father's; as if marriage were a
crime other people's daughters might commit, but not her lovely child.
"What in heaven's name are you talking about, Lita?"
"Well, mother, you were mar--"
"And do you quote my case? Marriage! No, not until you are twenty-five
at least. Don't mention the word to me!"
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