American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Aunt Minnie had suggested that Lita's mother wear them herself and
had been well scolded for the suggestion. Lita was content that these
should be confiscated. She preferred her own little ermine set.
Until she was sixteen, except for presents, she lived the life of a
child with only one parent, and a very satisfactory life it was. Even
when her father was in the United States he did not always take the
trouble to see her. Perhaps it was not made too easy for him to do so.
But within the last two years things had changed. His second wife had
died and he had come back to New York to live. He was older, he was
lonely, and a pretty daughter almost grown up was very different from
a troublesome child who couldn't walk as fast as he did, who required
meals at strange hours and could eat only innocuous food. In his own
silent way Mr. Hazlitt began to bid for his daughter's affection.
Lita liked the process and she liked him, although she felt immediately
that the feeling was a betrayal of her lovely, devoted mother. It
wasn't right, she reflected, that her father, who had forgotten her
existence for so many years, should come back, and just because he was
nice looking and well off and knew the art of life should be able to
capture her affection as much or more than if he had stayed at home and
been a good parent. It wasn't right, but it was a fact.
For two years the struggle had been going on, steadily rising in
intensity. Her father had begun by asking for very little--hardly more
than an outlawed parent could ask--but Lita knew that she was becoming
dearer and dearer to him, and that her parents were now contending for
first place in her heart. Soon it would be for her exclusive love.
The pain of the situation to her was that she was to them not only
a battlefield but a weapon and the final trophy of the war. As they
never met, and wrote only through their lawyers, she was their most
vivid channel of communication. She loved her mother the best--much
the best--but her mother was a presupposition of her life, part of the
background, whereas her father was an excitement, a stranger, a totally
new experience.
When she dined with her mother, that was the solid comfort of
everyday life; but when she went out to a restaurant to dine with her
father--that was a party.
When her mother told her she was looking well the compliment often
meant only that Mrs. Hazlitt approved of her own taste in clothes; but
if her father said so it was the reaction of an outsider, a critic, a
man of the world; it raised the whole level of her self-esteem. She
couldn't help valuing it more.
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