Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
But Shelley, from his first day there, having decided that fagging was
an outrage to human dignity, had refused obedience to the orders of his
fag-master, and in consequence was proclaimed an outlaw.
He was called “Mad Shelley.” The strongest of his tormentors undertook
to save his soul as by fire, although they gave up attacking him in
single combat, when they found he would stop at nothing. Scratching and
slapping, he fought with open hands like a girl.
An organized “Shelley-bait” became one of the favourite amusements. Some
scout would discover the strange lad reading poetry by the riverside,
and at once give the “view hallo!” Shelley, with his hair streaming on
the wind, would take flight across the meadows, through the college
cloisters, the Eton streets. Finally, surrounded like a stag at bay, he
would utter a prolonged and piercing shriek, while his tormentors would
“nail” him to the wall with balls slimy with mud.
A voice would cry “Shelley!” And “Shelley!” another voice would take it
up. The old walls would re-echo to yells of “Shelley!” in every key. A
lickspittle fag would pluck at the victim’s jacket; another would pinch
him; a third would kick away the books he squeezed convulsively under
his arm. Then, every finger would be pointed towards him, while fresh
cries of “Shelley!” “Shelley!” “Shelley!” finally shattered his nerves.
The crisis was reached for which his tormentors waited—an outburst of
mad rage, in which the boy’s eyes flashed fire, his cheeks grew white,
his whole body trembled and shook.
Tired at length of a spectacle that was always the same, the school went
back to its games.
Shelley picked up his mud-stained books and lost in thought wandered
away through the meadows that border the Thames and, flinging himself
down on the sun-flecked grass, watched the river glide past him. Running
water, like music, has the power to change misery into melancholy. Both,
through their smooth, unceasing flow, pour over the soul the anodyne of
forgetfulness and peace. The massive towers of Windsor and Eton,
typified to the young rebel a hostile and unchanging world, but the
reflection of the willow-trees trembling in the water soothed him by its
tenuous fragility.
He returned to his books, to Diderot, to Voltaire, to the system of M.
d’Holbach. To love these Frenchmen, so hated by his masters, seemed an
act of defiance worthy of his courage. An English work condensed them
all. Godwin’s _Political Justice_. It was his favourite reading.
Godwin made all things seem simple. Had men studied him the world would
have attained to a state of idyllic happiness. Had they listened to the
voice of reason, that is of Godwin, two hours’ work a day would have
been sufficient for all their needs. Free love would have replaced the
stupid conventions of marriage, and philosophy have banished the terrors
of superstition.
Unfortunately, “prejudices” still shut men’s minds to truth.
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