Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
The lodging-house servant brought up a letter from a lady who was
waiting on the opposite pavement. It was from Fanny, to warn Shelley
that his creditors were plotting to have him arrested. He and Mary ran
down to the street, but, on seeing them, Fanny hastened away. She was in
terror of Godwin who had forbidden all communication with the outcasts,
and she, perhaps, had cared too much for Percy to wish to see him again
now that he belonged to her sister. But, being a swift runner, he soon
caught up with her. She told him the bailiffs were looking for him, that
it was his publisher who had given them his address, and that Godwin
wouldn’t lift a finger to save him.
Not having money to free himself, the only thing he could do was to
disappear. He decided to find another lodging while Mary and Claire
should remain quietly where they were, so as to trick the enemy. Thus,
for the first time, the lovers had to separate, a separation which
seemed terrible to both. They were forced to make appointments in
out-of-the-way taverns, to take a few stealthy kisses, and to part
immediately, lest Mary might be followed. On Sundays, when arrests are
illegal, they remained together till midnight.
One evening the courage to separate failed them, and Mary followed
Shelley into a miserable hotel. The landlord looked with a suspicious
eye on this couple who had no luggage, and refused to serve them with a
meal unless they paid him in advance. Shelley sent round to Peacock, and
while waiting for the money took out the pocket Shakespeare he always
carried, and read aloud to Mary _Troilus and Cressida_. It made them
forget their hunger a whole day through. Next morning at breakfast-time
Peacock, penniless himself, sent them some cakes. If life was difficult
there was joy in suffering together. Love and misfortune made a happy
pair.
When they were apart, waiting for night-time, they sent each other by a
confidential messenger, tender little notes, scribbled in haste.
“Oh! my dearest love,” wrote Shelley, “why are our pleasures so short
and so interrupted? How long is this to last? . . . Meet me to-morrow at
three o’clock in St. Paul’s if you do not hear before. Adieu: remember
love at vespers before sleep. I do not omit _my_ prayers.”
“Good night, my love,” replied Mary, “to-morrow I will seal this
blessing on your lips. Dear good creature, press me to you, and hug your
own Mary to your heart. Perhaps she will one day have a father: till
then be everything to me, love, and indeed I will be a good girl and
never vex you. I will learn Greek and—but when shall we meet when I may
tell you all this, and you will so sweetly reward me?”
In January, 1815, this trying existence was brought to an end by an
event they had long expected without desiring it, but which they also
accepted without any hypocritical regret. Old Sir Bysshe died at the age
of eighty-three. Timothy Shelley became second baronet, and Percy the
direct heir.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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