Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
“I have been obliged to decide on all these things without you.
I have done for the best; and, my own beloved Mary, you must
soon come and scold me if I have done wrong, and kiss me if I
have done right, for I am sure I do not know which, and it is
only the event that will show. We shall at least be saved the
trouble of introduction, and have formed acquaintance with a
lady (Mrs. Hoppner) who is so good, so beautiful, so angelically
sweet, that were she as wise too, she would be quite a Mary, but
she is not very accomplished. Her eyes are like a reflection of
yours; her manners are like yours when you know and like a
person. . . . Kiss the blue-eyed darlings for me, and do not let
Willmouse forget me. Ca cannot recollect me.”
Mary’s journey was slow and disagreeable. At Florence she was held up by
passport difficulties. The baby Clara, who was cutting her teeth,
suffered from heat, fatigue and the change of milk; when Este was
reached, she was dangerously ill.
During fourteen days she remained in a state of fever. The doctor seemed
a stupid fellow, and Mary decided to go on to Venice that she might call
in a better one. At Fusina the Austrian custom-house officers stopped
them and attempted to prevent them from crossing the lagoon. Shelley,
who had gone to meet them at Padua, insisted with extraordinary violence
on passing, and rushed for a gondola. The baby had curious convulsive
twitchings of the eyes and mouth. During the voyage she was almost
unconscious. When the hotel was reached her condition was still more
alarming. Examined by a doctor, he said at once there was no hope.
Within an hour she died silently and without pain.
Mary found herself standing in the hall of a strange inn with her dead
child in her arms. Mr. Hoppner came and took her and Shelley away to his
own house. The next morning Shelley carried the little corpse in a
gondola for burial on the Lido, and Mary tried to shake off her grief.
It was one of Godwin’s doctrines that only weak and cowardly natures
abandon themselves to sorrow, which could not last did we not feed it in
secret by finding a sort of painful vanity in our sufferings. His
daughter shared his ideas on this point. The day after little Ca was
buried, she wrote in her journal:
“_Sunday, September 27._ Read fourth canto of _Childe Harold_.
It rains. Go to the Doge’s Palace, Ponte dei Sospiri, etc. Go to
the Academy with Mr. and Mrs. Hoppner, and see some fine
pictures, call at Lord Byron’s and see the Fornarina.”
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