“I know. No. She isn’t beautiful by any special standards. But did you
notice her eyelids in that painting? They are astonishingly beautiful,
by _any_ standards.... Their pure corners ... petals ... And her
hair....”
“Hugh! You aren’t convinced! You do think her as beautiful every bit as
Michael does? Is it seeing her in all those pictures this afternoon
that’s made you? You’ve said all along—”
Hugh laughed constrainedly. “This is nonsense. We’re babbling along like
two schoolgirls about another girl! But I do admit and know that of
course Ariel Clare is not a beautiful or even a pretty girl.... All the
same, Beauty itself _has_ her, possesses her. Now you, Joan, dear, have
Beauty. You possess It. Do you see the distinction? It’s a real one.”
“No. Indeed I don’t. Hugh, you are maddening. Are you paying me a
compliment in this new and inimitably mystical way of talking, or are
you laughing at me?”
Hugh put his arm along the seat at Joan’s back. “You’re the most
beautiful girl this poor mortal has ever seen or dreamed of, Joan my
dear. You know that, and God help me. Let’s forget Ariel.”
“Let’s forget Ariel. Let’s forget Ariel. Let’s forget Ariel.” The words
were merely an echo of a thin high cry that had arisen days ago in his
heart.
Imperceptibly but very actually Joan’s strong white hand relaxed on the
glossy wheel. Hugh thought, “Her driving is superb. But I do hope she
keeps up the speed and doesn’t slow down again. If she does keep it up
we’ll be there soon, soon....”
And Joan, though happily unconscious that she was doing so, gratified
his unspoken desire. She drove where it was absolutely safe to do so at
an almost terrific speed, and she did not speak again until she let Hugh
out at his door.
Chapter XXIII
In a minute Hugh was standing in the hot attic hallway, among the bowls
and jars of flowers which had been swept with the rest of Grandam’s
personality out of her room. Under his feet, where his haste had almost
broken it, was the wide, shell-like dish of hepaticas he had watched
Ariel put up on the mantel long, long ago, that morning.
He opened the door of the attic apartment cautiously, without knocking.
As twice before when Grandam had had these heart attacks, her
personality had fled the room and left it amazingly bare, even barren.
The daybed was there by the long open window, white and stark, no violet
and silver cushions left to its adornment,—and on it, straight between
white sheets, propped high on white pillows, Grandam lay unstirring.
Ariel sat in a chair on the far side of the bed, facing the door, hands
folded in her lap. There was something in her posture and utter
stillness that said she had been thus immobile a long while.
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