Hugh came as near to the daybed as he dared. Even then Ariel did not
look up. She was intent on Grandam’s sleeping face. He noticed how tiny
gold freckles stood out on her cheeks and nose, freckles that the
silvery tone of her skin generally concealed but which were shown up now
by pallor. Her hair, as in “The Shell,” was bent back from her
temples,—only now by the air of Death, not of the sea, Hugh thought. And
to him, still under the power and beauty of “The Shell,” she seemed a
figure watching at the edge of the tide of death, wondering how high it
would come, how close to her watching eyes, her folded hands.
Grandam was sleeping with apparent comfort and tranquillity, her face,
airily and delicately mysterious, a face that in its elusive quality had
somehow escaped all the marks of the usual human experiences—old age,
fear, and now even Death.
Hugh ever since he was grown up, and much more since his father’s death,
had realized Grandam’s uniqueness. Her only son, Hugh’s father, had been
her last great love left to her, but when he went Grandam had remained
as now, elusive of suffering. It was when his father died, or soon
after, that Grandam gave herself away to Hugh in confidences, and ever
since the already close bond of sympathy between them had been closer.
She had reminded Hugh that she had married a man twenty years older than
herself. His friends had become her friends; he had a genius for
friendship and the men and women he knew intimately and had drawn to
himself were people of rich lives, spiritually and intellectually. Among
them were poets and painters, saints and humanitarians. Their values
were spiritual. Grandam married when she was seventeen. Hugh’s father
was born when she was twenty; and that same year her husband died.
But in those three short years of a perfect marriage Grandam had made
herself as accepted and loved by her husband’s circle of rare friends as
he was himself.... “My love identified me with him. That is the only way
I can explain such a miracle,” she told Hugh, that one brief hour some
time in the course of their coming together in grief for his father’s
death.
But she never felt worthy of the remarkable friendships. She knew, none
better, that she must fly, race, to keep up with her husband’s friends
and himself in their flight through time and in Eternity.
“The one who has helped me most in this flight, this race, is the
possessor of those hands.” She indicated the drawing of the hands from
which Hugh had never known her to be separated, whether at home or
traveling. Wherever Grandam was, there always in her bedroom hung the
ebony-framed drawing.
“He taught me short cuts. After Hugh died (her husband Hugh, she meant)
I would have lost the race if it hadn’t been for ‘The Saint.’ For if
Hugh was so far ahead of me in Time here, in Eternity he would be
lost—like a star shot into space. But ‘The Saint’ made me have faith
that there are ways of keeping in touch even with shooting stars.
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