Hugh slept late the next morning, and instead of being the first down to
breakfast was the last. He had done very well on his business trip to
Chicago, however, and felt that he could afford to sleep as long as he
liked. He had got to bed very late. This was not because Joan had kept
him up. She had not, or had done so only indirectly. He had merely
driven to Holly with her, a drive of less than ten minutes, and
immediately on arrival set out on his walk home. That is, he had started
off in the direction of Wild Acres, but when he came to the entrance of
the avenue he found in himself no desire and, in fact, a repugnance both
for dancing and sleeping. So, overcoatless, hatless and in only thin
patent-leather pumps, he had tramped off for miles up the Hudson and
back.
It had been a simple state of misery that sent him off on the walk. But
it was not Joan’s fault. Neither from his point of view nor hers. She
had been rather unusually nice to him, in fact. The brief minutes alone
with her in her car had begun with silence, but a silence palpitant with
potentialities. There had been many such silences between them before,
scattered sparsely but vividly through the past fifteen years. Out of
one of them, some day, salvation might come. Joan might say, “I love you
enough to marry you, my dear. At last I am sure of it.” For it was these
silences that kept Hugh going, and nourished hope.
He sat, leaning a little forward, watching the road ahead over Amos’
shoulder through the glass which separated them from the driver’s seat.
And Joan, in her corner, her head tilted back, watched him through the
silent few minutes that swept them down the wood road—which was all
their avenue amounted to really—to the wide Post Road. There, on the
highway, by the infrequent lights, she contemplated his clear-cut
profile. But she wanted to see his eyes. She knew that they must be
clouded with miserable hunger, but she had a desire to see, to be sure
once again. Suddenly, the want conquered her whim of displeasure with
him. She drew out of her corner, came nearer, and thrusting an arm
through his elbow found his hand, and their palms met in a slow
pressure. She broke the silence, hardly knowing that she spoke. “Kiss
me, Hugh. Kiss me—”
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