All this she might reveal to Hugh soon—but not to-night. She was a
little sleepy to-night, and anyway, there was a quicker and simpler way
of snatching him back if he really was pulling at a slightly worn leash
and inhibited by pride. The easier way had also the merits of having
been tested many, many times before on Hugh, and always it had worked
with mathematical certainty. So she had whispered, angrily or
passionately—it didn’t matter which—“Kiss me, Hugh.”
To-night it worked as expected, except for a slight hitch. But the hitch
was, indeed, so slight and so passing that it hardly bothered her at
all. In fact, it added zest. With Hugh’s free hand, the hand not clasped
to the palm of hers, he put her away from him. But his face was so close
that she could almost discern what she had wanted to discern, the hunger
in his dark eyes in the less-dark interior of her speeding motor. His
touch was gentle but his voice was not.
“Joan! It’s got to be more than this. You know how I want you. I’m not
going on playing at love. I’m through. Have been all winter.”
She stayed very still in his repudiating grip. But she smiled. She could
wait, smiling. She had only to wait a minute, however. And it was a
blissful minute, tinglingly electric with her power over him. His arm
went suddenly around her shoulders. She lifted her face. He kissed her
eyes shut before he kissed her slightly parted lips.
Joan could surrender more in a kiss than many women can surrender in a
life-time of more dangerous giving,—for all the complexities and refined
subtilities of her nature. Joan’s desire for Hugh’s desire was fully
satisfied in that long kiss. As for Hugh, flames—a conflagration—roared
against the dark of his mind. This was chaos to him, not satisfaction.
But a shadowy sort of consolation would come to him later in the
realization that once again Joan had loved him a little.
Now he was holding her cheek close against his with the hand that had
held her away a minute ago. Their faces were as close, as hard pressed,
as the palms of their hands.
Not until the motor slowed to a stop and Amos had got down and was
coming around to open the car door did they draw apart. Joan moved then,
and the interior of the car was flooded with light. How could she have
delivered them up so ruthlessly to the glare? Probably for appearances.
But surely Joan was superior to wanting to justify herself to her
chauffeur!
Hugh saw her bright lips smiling, satisfied. His kisses had not crushed
out their brightness. Her eyes, too, were bright and enigmatically
smiling. She barely touched the hand he held to her as she alighted. But
what had he expected! It was like a dream that recurs.... And the waking
was always the same.
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