Arius the Libyan: A Romance of the Primitive ChurchKouns, Nathan C. (Nathan Chapman)
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Arius the Libyan: A Romance of the Primitive Church
Kouns, Nathan C. (Nathan Chapman)
Arius, -approximately 336 -- Fiction
"But Theckla, darling," said her aunt, "if thou dost not at least
occasionally repair to the great temple of Serapis, where all the youth
and fashion of the city are often seen, the world will learn to regard
thee as an atheist; and I assure thee, dear, that there is hardly
anything more injurious to a young girl’s prospects than a reputation
for singularity or eccentricity in any respect. The world takes it for
granted that there must be something radically wrong about every young
girl that is in any respect different from others of her own age and
rank, or that affects to feel, and think, and act differently from them.
Thou must ever sacrifice thine own inclinations to conform thyself to
that which is considered the proper thing."
"Why, aunt," said Theckla, laughing, "thy talk of what ’the world’ will
say and do amuses and amazes me. Not one out of ten thousand of the
people of Alexandria knoweth or careth for me. ’The world,’ it seems to
me, is thyself, and Cousin Harroun, and, perhaps, not a half score
besides my relatives; and, while I meddle not with their pursuits, it
seemeth to me that it would be easy enough for them to avoid distressing
themselves on my account."
"But thy manner of life exciteth unfavorable comment. Thou dost refuse
to go into society, and scornest all the amusements, pleasures, and
pursuits proper to thine age, and family, and wealth. Believe me, dear
Theckla, that no young girl can affect such eccentricities without being
visited by the condemnation of society. Thou must leave this ascetic
and unnatural life, and live conformably to nature and to custom."
"I suppose," said Theckla, laughing again, "that ’society,’ like ’the
world,’ signifieth that very small and exclusive circle of rich and
aristocratic people to which my noble kindred belong. But surely I can
determine what manner of life suiteth mine own feelings, inclinations,
and desires as well as any of them might do. And concerning these
matters, I will even judge for myself, not seeking in any way to
influence their actions or opinions, but abiding steadfastly by mine
own."
"Horrible! O Hes!" cried her aunt. "To think that mine own niece, my
sister’s child, at the age of eighteen, should be unmaidenly enough to
hold any inclinations, desires, or opinions except those which are
framed for her by the custom of the class to which she belongeth! Why,
Theckla, a young girl hath no more business to entertain or handle such
things as ’opinions’ than she has to handle sword or spear. It is bold,
vicious, unmaidenly! Never--never--never utter such an atrocious and
barbarous sentiment again! If I did not know thee to be chaste, and
pure, and maidenly, such abominable utterances would make me fear that
thou art on the road to ruin!"
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