"It spread everywhere. I made an effort to fight, of course; did my
desperate best to conquer the dream book. In the end, I won the fight,
but by that time my nerve was gone. Everyone passing me in the street
knew that I was a dope fiend. It was whispered at me socially and
financially--from all quarters. At last I woke up to the fact that my
money and good repute were gone. I can still practise medicine--if I
have the nerve."
"Hm!" grunted Sandy. "Why didn't you stick it out? Aiblins, now, a
man like you!"
"Why didn't you stick it out yourself?" Murray's laugh bit like acid.
"Do you know why I stood in the top rank of surgeons? Because a great
surgeon must be like a sword; he must decide instantly, quick and true
and sharp--and he must be right. The hemming and hawing kind never
reach the top, Mackintavers. And I--well, my nerve was gone after the
publicity, and all. I was a branded man! Like yourself."
Mackintavers shivered slightly. "You haven't lost your nerve," he
retorted, "or you would not admit it so readily."
"Rats! I've been on the road for six months, trying to recuperate
under the open air and get away from everything. Now, Willyum! Roll a
cigarette and don't shake your head at me. You'll like Willyum, friend
Mackintavers. He has a proprietary interest in me. He believes that I
restored some of his vitality----"
"Aw! you knows it damn well!" broke out Hobbs affectionately, and
turned to Sandy. "He found me layin' in a ditch, and he cut me open
an' took care o' me----"
"Oh, hush your babbling!" snapped Douglas Murray. "Let's discuss more
pleasant matters. Where are you going from here, Mackintavers? You
offered us a ride, you know----"
Sandy made a vague gesture. He could not have been recognized as the
Mackintavers of a month ago; he was pitifully broken and indecisive.
"Anywhere," he said weakly. "Into Mexico--anywhere. You'd better hop
in. We'll go on to California, huh?"
There was silence to his invitation. Hobbs was rolling a cigarette,
Murray produced a briar pipe and raked up some loose tobacco from his
coat pocket. He was sitting on the equipage in the tonneau of the car.
The broiling sun of Arizona drifted down upon them, insufferable and
suffocating.
"We're not broke," said Hobbs suddenly. "We're not broke, but we gotta
get to grub quick. That's why we stopped you. This desert----"
Mackintavers waved his hand. "I have some grub back there. And a
little money hidden. Let's go together, eh?"
Murray lighted his pipe and glanced at Hobbs, inquiringly, his eyebrows
uplifted in a satirical questioning. Hobbs frowned in his earnest
fashion.
"Why, Mackintavers, you and us has met up kinda queer; we're all in the
same boat, sort of. But I dunno about goin' on together. I'm tellin'
you straight, we gotta eat, but we aim to do it on the level--far's we
can."
"You--what?" blurted Sandy. "You hold me up, and then you----"
Douglas Murray intervened.
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