Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 1Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 1
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
HOW ARMINELL TOOK IT.
Giles Inglett Saltren walked on fast, he was disturbed in the stream of
his thoughts by the interruption of the tiresome old cripple. He had
more important matters to occupy his mind than the requirements of
Samuel Ceely. His heart beat, his hands became moist. What a marvellous
disclosure had been made to him—and he wondered at himself for not
having divined it before. He argued much as did his mother. Why had Lord
Lamerton done such great things for him, why had he sent him abroad,
found him money, given him education, lifted him far above the sphere in
which his parents moved, unless he felt called to do so by a sense of
responsibility, such as belongs to a father?
To a whole class of minds disinterested conduct is inconceivable. All
such conduct as is oblique is to them intelligible, and allowance is
made by them for stupidity, and stupidity with them is the same thing as
unselfishness. But such unselfishness is permissible only by fits as
lapses from the course which all men naturally take. But that men should
act consistently on disinterested motives is an idea too preposterous
for them to allow of its existence.
This class of minds does not belong specially to any particular stratum
of society, though it is found to be most prevalent where the struggle
for existence is most keen, and where there is least culture.
But of culture there are two kinds, that which is external, and that
which is within; it is generally found that this inability to understand
disinterested conduct is found everywhere where the inner culture does
not exist.
There is, we believe, a Rabbinic legend concerning a certain cow which
was its own calf, and much disputation ensued among the Talmudists, to
determine the point of time at which the cow calved itself, and when it
ceased to be accounted beef, and became veal, or the contrary. But what
seems to us Gentiles to be impossible in the material sense, is possible
enough in the spiritual realm, and a very calf-like self may become the
mother of a cow-self, so vast, so considerable that, like the Brahminic
cow, Varuna, it will occupy the entire firmament, extend to the horizon
on all sides, and overshadow and envelope everything. Varuna in fact is
the universe, and as we see and exist in that universe, so with the
cow-self born of calf-self, it becomes our universe. We see only that
cow, inhale the breath of that cow, think only cow thoughts, stand on
cow, and our aspirations are limited on all sides by cow. That cow is
Self born of self. The breath of that cow is sweet to our nostrils, its
milk the nourishment of our bowels, its low is music to our ears, and
nothing that does not smell and taste and sound of that cow is worthy of
being smelt, and tasted, and listened to.
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