Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 2Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Arminell: A Social Romance, Vol. 2
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction -- 19th century
We are accustomed to view ourselves as those do who stand on the
Brocken, magnified a thousand fold, with rainbow haloes about our heads.
I have known a little fellow, who reached my elbow, strut with infinite
consequence and gesticulate with tragic dignity on the Brocken, before
his own shadow projected on a cloud, nimbus-girded, and vast as the
All-Father of Norse mythology. A breath of wind passed, and the phantom
vanished. But we carry our Brocken shadow about with us everywhere, and
posture to it, and look up to it with an awe and admiration that slides
into worship; and very rarely does the cold east wind sweep it away. But
there remains this consolation to the Brocken shadow worshipper, that
when the phantom form disappears, _nothing_ remains behind, and it is a
satisfaction, a poor one, but still a satisfaction, when the blast has
dispelled our ideal self before which we have bowed, to discover behind
it simple nonentity. There would be disenchantment indeed, and a graver
walk, and a more subdued voice, and a less self-asserting tone, but
there would not be that exquisite, that annihilating horror that ensues
when the scattering of the vapour discloses a reality the reverse at
every point of what we had imagined.
In the Egyptian temples hung purple curtains embroidered with gold, and
censers perpetually smoked before the veil, and golden lamps, ever
burning, diffused a mellow light through the sacred enclosure. What was
behind that pictured spangled veil, within the holy of holies? Sometimes
a hippopotamus wallowing on straw—or a chattering crane—sometimes
Nothing. We are engaged all our lives in the erection of magnificent
temples about ourselves, and in embroidering gold-besprent curtains, and
in the burning of frankincense, and in the kindling and feeding of
lamps, in these tabernacles; and what is behind the veil? Do we know? Do
we ever look? We paint and plate with gold ideal representations of the
god within on the propylæum of our temple, but what resemblance does
this figure bear to the reality? Do we know? Do we care to know? Will we
not rather put out our eyes than compare them? If, by chance, a sudden
gleam of sun, a puff of pure air, stir the curtain and reveal the
mystery, with what haste we fly to duplicate the veils, to blind the
windows, to nail the curtains to the gilded sideposts, and weight them
with lead. How we redouble our prostrations, and make more dense the
cloud of incense; how we elaborate our ceremonial, and when the
hippopotamus within yawns, or the ibis chatters, we clash our symbals,
boom our drums, peal our trumpets to drown the utterance of the god.
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