He had the impression that slowly a deep calm was stealing over her.
She was no longer shaken by those feverish shudders which shook her
from head to foot. Her troubled spirit was growing quieter; the
nightmares, the anguish, the terror, all the hideous creatures of night
and death, were growing fainter. He enjoyed fiercely this manifestation
of his influence and power, magnetic to a degree, over creatures whom
circumstances had thrust from their ordinary round and to whom he
restored balance and for a while gave forgetfulness of the horrible
reality.
Moreover he was withdrawing himself also from the tragedy. The dead
English girl grew faint in his memory, and it was no longer a girl in a
blood-stained blouse whom he was clasping, but the girl of Paris,
elegant and radiant. It was useless for him to say to himself: “I will
punish her. She shall pay the penalty.” How could he fail to be aware
of the fresh breath breathed out through lips so near to him?
The eyes of the carriage lamps were growing larger. The doctor would
reach them in a few minutes.
“And then,” said Ralph to himself, “I shall have to leave her and
act—all this will be over. Never again shall I be able to spend moments
like this with her—moments of such intimacy.”
He bent down over her and divined that she was lying with her eyes
closed, trusting herself wholly to his protecting care. Plainly she was
thinking that in his arms all was well, that the danger was lessening.
Quickly he bent lower and kissed her lips. She tried weakly to thrust
him away, sighed and said nothing. He had the impression that she
accepted the caress, and that, in spite of a slight recoil, she yielded
to the sweetness of that kiss. That lasted a few moments. Then a wave
of revolt surged through her. She stiffened her arms and thrust him
away with a sudden energy, crying:
“This is hateful! Shameful! Leave me alone. You’re behaving
disgracefully!”
He tried to laugh, and furious with her could well have abused her. But
he could not find the words; and as she fled from him through the
darkness, he murmured under his breath:
“What does this mean? But what modesty! And what next? What! You might
think I had committed sacrilege.”
He turned and sprang up the embankment and searched for her. Where?
Thick bushes hid her in her flight. There was no hope of catching her.
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