Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Christmas -- Juvenile fiction
I went on answering carefully and truthfully all Mr. Barr's questions.
He paused after a time, then said, "You seem to have studied a great
many subjects. Mrs. Goulding told me that you might be called a very
well-educated, even an accomplished, girl."
"I have dipped into a good many things," I replied, "but I cannot be
said to have studied the subjects. I have only a very superficial
knowledge of any. How could I have more at my age? But my father
thought it good to give me a little of each, so that I might afterwards
improve myself by further study. I have no great talent for anything,
and have obtained no special proficiency in any one of the so-called
accomplishments. I keep working on and trying to improve, but I really
know very little. I am afraid, considering the ages of Miss Baxendell
and your eldest daughter, I should be more like a fellow-student than a
governess, and that you will consider me too young to teach them."
Mr. Barr had been so very particular in his questions that I made up my
mind to the loss of the money expended on my journey and the extinction
of my hopes.
"You are young, Miss Anstey, and if you had told me you were fully
competent to teach all the 'ologies into which you have dipped, I
should have declined your services with thanks, and deeply regretted
that I had been the means of bringing you so far. As it is, I believe
you will suit us, if you think that such modest surroundings as ours
will meet your requirements. I have made many inquiries, and perhaps
tried your patience a little, but you will excuse this when you
consider the circumstances. To the governess is entrusted the parents'
most precious treasures; through her they will receive the instruction
which will influence their after lives for good or evil. And my wife
and I have a double responsibility resting upon us in making choice
of a governess, because the one dear daughter of valued friends will
receive the same instruction and impressions as our own children
from her lips and life. Mrs. Goulding has told me your past history,
and from her I know that you have been a dutiful daughter and are a
brave-hearted girl."
"Your own lips have added the information that you are a true one,
and that no thought of self-interest would induce you to give a false
impression of your powers. You will have to work and study, no doubt,
because your little cup of knowledge will be constantly drawn upon. You
must try to keep replenishing it."
The revulsion of feeling produced by these kind words, and the
knowledge that my journey was not to prove vain, rendered me almost
unable to answer. For the first time since I met Mr. Barr, my voice
trembled and tears came into my eyes. But I was very glad, and at
length I found words to tell him so.
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