Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Christmas -- Juvenile fiction
I thought the children's garments models of neatness and suitability,
and said I should be very proud of turning out such work. I offered
to help her, but for some time I could not induce Mrs. Barr to accept
my aid. She and her husband held high views as to the dignity of
a governess's work, and said that they felt it alike a duty and a
pleasure to give the instructress of their children a place next only
to that filled by themselves, as parents. The governess at Hillstowe
Vicarage was not regarded as a stop-gap, to fill any household place
that chanced to be vacant.
My need of quiet for reading and rest was duly considered. The room
used for teaching in was really intended for the drawing-room, but was
the only apartment that could be spared for the purpose. With true
wisdom, Mr. and Mrs. Barr decided on giving up their drawing-room,
and instead of having a useless show apartment, gave their children a
large, bright room for lessons. After seven in the evening it was my
own, and no one intruded upon me without invitation. At the same time,
I was free to join Mrs. Barr and the elder children in the dining-room
if I chose; the pastor was always in his study then. If the little ones
were restfully inclined and the mother's arms free, this evening hour
was a very pleasant time.
By degrees, I coaxed Mrs. Barr into letting me help her, by
representing the benefit it would be for me to learn the many lessons
she was so competent to teach. Then, when her fingers were freed from
the needle, she would take a book and read aloud to us.
Our party usually consisted, besides our two selves, of Mary Baxendell
and Margaret Barr, though the latter generally withdrew into a separate
corner, and stopping her ears, chose her own book, in preference to
listening whilst her mother read. Mary Baxendell would sit on a low
chair or on the rug, and take in with eager ears the word-pictures or
wise lessons which came so musically from those cultured lips. I could
not help sighing at times, as I thought how large a portion of Mrs.
Barr's daily life was taken up with things so far beneath her, and
I pictured her amidst different scenes and adorning by her gracious
presence some stately home with all the appliances of wealth around her.
Was I right, I wonder, in regretting that her lot was cast where it
was? Did she not there shed happiness on all around her? Were these
little cares and calculations unbecoming to this true wife and mother,
who had deliberately chosen to share the lot of the good man to whom
she had given her heart? Her life was a thoroughly womanly life, her
example a noble one, which must influence others for good. Would wealth
and ease have developed such a character as Mrs. Barr's?
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